tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-315406431475942893.post5979969352470035932..comments2023-10-06T04:55:42.178-04:00Comments on My Life Happenings: Some things I forgot to tell ya!Beauty Queen Fabuloushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04939554870145896183noreply@blogger.comBlogger4125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-315406431475942893.post-40875033072425799942005-09-29T22:44:00.000-04:002005-09-29T22:44:00.000-04:00I still can't believe that Alicia is gone. My only...I still can't believe that Alicia is gone. My only regret is not being able to say good-bye. Alicia was my first girlfriend. She was 18 at the time and I was 14. We only dated for a few months before my mom found out but we cared deeply for one another. Later on in life we met up again, and since we were older, we gave it another shot. Eventually, after going back and forth between julie and I, she chose julie and we never spoke again. I haven't really thought about her since then. Mostly because of the last things that had happened between us. Regardless, it hasn't stopped me from hurting. Only one thought is going through my mind: why?<br><br>Please if you want to contact me I would greatly appreciate it. My name is Amy Baker. My email addy is kwearbaker@gmail.com and my aim name is kwearbaker also. If neccesary you can check the last part of my story with Julie. She still might recognize my name or even Dee. Thanks! Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-315406431475942893.post-9252371933154741152005-09-30T09:25:00.000-04:002005-09-30T09:25:00.000-04:00I know what you are going through sweety. Everyday...I know what you are going through sweety. Everyday just seems to get harder and harder without her. Just as you blame yourself... by the way that is crazy... i also.. go through moments where i think if only i hadnt left her.. maybe i would have been able to stop her from doing what she did. Everyone .. feels there is something they could have done to stop it but .. we cant go back. we can only move forward and remember and love her with all our hearts.. that is all she wanted.. we used to talk about her death all the time it was like she knew what was going to happen.. but, she just wanted to be remembered.. in good ways.. and i know she would be happy now if everyone would keep her memory alive.. i dont know what to say to make this pain go away in your heart and in mine.. we just have to keep our head up some how. and one day it might not hurt so bad. <br><br>JulieAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-315406431475942893.post-75649852832816601382005-09-30T20:15:00.000-04:002005-09-30T20:15:00.000-04:00Thanks for stopping by my lil journal! Im glad you...Thanks for stopping by my lil journal! Im glad you liked it, and enjoyed your read. <br>I will add you to my alerts, and come around as often as you post.<br>Take care and happy Journaling!<br>TriciaAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-315406431475942893.post-68805595898727911212005-10-02T02:40:00.000-04:002005-10-02T02:40:00.000-04:00I'm sorry it was all so hard for you tonight, but ...I'm sorry it was all so hard for you tonight, but I'm so thankful Dee was there with you so you didn't have to be alone. I'm thinking about you .......and want you to know I care.<br><br>Pooh Hugs,<br>Linda~Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com