DARN IT!!! I MISSED IT!!!!

So I totally missed this journals 2 year anniversary!!!

 

 

I AM SO MAD!!!

I knew it was coming up and wanted to do an entry but time slipped from me and the thought of my journals anniversary slipped my mind with it!!!

So here I am 20 days late!!

HAPPY 2 YEAR ANNIVERSARY My Life Happenings ...

This journal sure has changed who I am and the way I think and live!!!

Thank you everyone for all your continued support over the years!!!

I know I don't use this journal much anymore ....

I use my private more ...

But I had grown and realized that I just didn't want random people pulling my journal up and reading confidential moments of my life!

So I had created a private and I never wanted to get rid of the journal of where I started so I kept it and use it for things I don't care if everyone reads ....

Like surveys and such!!

Anyways, thanks everyone for standing by me for so long!!

I appreciate it more than my words can express!!

30 questions!

I stole this from Barbara over at Confessions of an angel waitress

 

I want to see your answers too ... so get to it LOL

 

1. What is your nationality? My mom never really sat me down and told me all the different sides between my mom and dad so i'll just stick with American LOL

2. Do you believe in angels? Yes

3. Can you cook? I am still learning a lot of new things ... I know alot of the basicsbut nothing too fancy

4. What part of your body is the most attractive? my eyes .. look into my eyes LOL

5. Name 1 thing you regret? Spending all that dang on money when I lived in flordia and when I first moved back up here instead of saving it and getting an apartment and a car!

6. Do you sing in the shower? love to sing (Not that I can) but not in the shower

7. What is your sign? Sagittarius

8. What is your favorite t. v. show? medium, bones, girlfriends, passions, days of our lives, deal or no deal, the king of queens, the simpsons and so so man more!

9. Are you afraid of the dark? nope, unless something happened that day and I am afraid that person might try to come seek their revenge at night while I am sleeping!

10. Do you believe everyone has a soul mate? sometimes I do then there are times like now that I go back and forth thinking there is then thinking there is not!

11. What time do u go to bed? when my eyelids close

12. If you had one wish what would it be? to be ableto accept alot of the bad that comes into play in my life!

13. What's the last thing you do before you go to bed? lay down!

14. Do you think your psychic? no

15. Name one person that makes you smile. Latoya

16. What is your favorite clothing store?   lane bryant

17. Who's the last person who called you? Jess, my assistant

18.love or lust? what about them???

19. What's the last thing you purchased? some things from wal-mart for around my house and some groceries! (ALL GOOD FOODS FOR MY DIET YUMMY!)

20. Do you like candles? Yes, LOVE EM!!!

21. How many computer's do you own? 1

22. What's your favorite room in the house? my living room

24. Do you save or spend? I am trying to save now but I used to always spend

25. Are you picture happy? yes so bad that a few call me vain!!! AH WELL who cares!

26. What's your favorite number? don't have one

27. Are you happy with your name? not really I wish I had something unique and different

28. Have you ever called someone the wrong name? Yes

29. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?  depends on how I am woke up .... if the phone is ringing then I answer the phone, if I woke up b/c I need to pee then I pee, sometimes when I am stilll grouchy then I come to the pc to check e-mails and such first to get me feeling better! Especially when I have comments on one of my journals or my myspace page!

30. What is a good policy? Say your "I love yous" before its too late!

REALLY BEHIND!

I just wanted to let everyone know ...

I am NOT avoiding you ...

or your journals ...

I have just had a lot going on the past few days ...

therefore I am WAY behind my journal alerts!

I still have alerts from Wednesday ...

I will get to them soon I PROMISE!!!

Just please be patient with me!!!

Say Goodbye

Baby come here and sit down, let's talk
I got a lot to say so I guess I'll start by
Saying that I love you,
But you know, this thing ain't been
No walk in the park for us
I swear it'll only take a minute
You'll understand when I finish, yeah
And I don't wanna see you cry
But I don't wanna be the one to tell you a lie so

[Bridge:]
How do you let it go? When you,
You just don't know? What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Everything I tried to remember to say
Just went out my head
So I'ma do the best I can to get you to understand

[Chorus:]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you, it's me
I gotta gotta figure out what I need
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

But now your heart is breaking
And a thousand times I
Found myself asking, "Why? Why?"
Why am I taking so long to say this?
But trust me, girl I never
Meant to crush your world
And I never
Though I would see the day we grew apart
And I wanna know

[Bridge:]
How do you let it go? When you,
You just don't know? What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Girl I hope you understand
What I'm tryna say.
We just can't go on
Pretending that we get along
Girl how you not gonna see it?

[Chorus:]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you it's me.
I gotta gotta figure out what I need
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

Listen to your heart
Girl you know,
We should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it
I, I just can't do it
Listen to your heart
Girl you know,
We should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it
And sometimes it makes me wanna cry
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh [4x]
Do you hear me crying?

[Chorus:]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you it's me.
I gotta gotta figure out what I need
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

[Chorus:]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you it's me.
I gotta gotta figure out what I need
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

 

~~ Chris Brown ~~~ Say Goodbye