Full store count & Director of Stores is visiting!

Well since tomorrow is monday .... I have a full store count to do .... which to be exact ....

That's 15 counts!

 

Yea, it's not something I'm looking forward to! I don't mind counting or anything ... it's the organization this company does NOT have when it comes to what gets counted in with what.

Then on top of that ... the director of stores is visiting our region sometime this week! Yea, can you tell I'm a little stressed out! No wonder why I don't get any sleep! Which just a little sidenote I need to discuss at the end of this entry. Well my store has been busy, so we've lost touch a little with keeping the store clean and organizied! Oooooooops! So now I have to clean the store up in like 2 days .... if that .... because Caroline (our director of stores) has never been to our store ... nor met any of us! Our company recently realigned and we lost Laura and we got Caroline (about 4 months ago) ..... she was supposed to visit awhile back, but never came!

I am trying my hardest to get this store back together before she shows up! She sounds like a tough one .... I'm kinda scared to even meet her. I liked our old director, She was with our region for years. Now we're getting this hard ball ... I'm nervous that she's going to have a lot to say about the store (that's not good). I hope I can clean up FAST and she'll be pleased with all the hard work I put into that store!

I'm sure she'll have things to say ... I mean NO store is perfect and it's her job to point out what's wrong or needs changed .... I'm just scared she's going to have TOO much to say or misjudge us.

I don't want our first impression to be bad .... so HOPEFULLY, I'll be the one working when she visits! I hope that it's not Michelle .... or there goes our good first impression right out the door! If it is Michelle, I'm BEGGING you God, please let her be in proper dress code, not be intoxicated, nor be talking about her WILD and CRAZY night she had the night before at the bar, getting arrested for peeing outside or any of the other crazy things she may do or say! I'M BEGGING YOU!

Well all I can do is try my hardest and hopefully she'll be pleased ... hopefully it's only little things that she'll have to say about our store!

 

But now for the sleep thing I just wanted to note that I was reading my comments and I just wanted to add some worries I received.

I do have ONE friend that I can REALLY talk to ........... and she's the only one that I've talked to about Alicia's death ... but I did think about your comment and I realized maybe I'm not talking enough or I'm hiding something .... so I PROMISE that I will talk to Lisa soon about all of these things that are bothering me!

Thank you everyone for reading my journal and being there for me as a supporter ... all of your words have inspired me in some way and made me change for the better about at least one thing that you've said to me. I really do appreciate all the love and support! Thanks! I love you all!

But now I got to go to bed and try to get some sleep ... I have to open tomorrow! UGHHHHHHHHHH!

No Sleep!!!!!

I'm sooooooooooooo tired ... Ever since my friend Alicia past away 2 weeks ago, I only get like 2 or 3 hours sleep everynight. I even tried sleeping on the couch last night, but that didn't work, it might have if midnight wasn't in heat and trying to get all the male cats to please her. She meowed all night, then when they would come to her, she would get pissed off at them and make a lot of noise. The dogs were no help either. My mom came downstairs and woke me up from being loud.

I just want to sleep one whole night through .... heck I even took my cartlidge earrings out last night so that wouldn't bother me ... even though I shouldn't have because those holes grow closed faster .... and I've had them done for over a year ... but all that matters is it didn't bother me and it didn't close.

Well I'm off to work now ..... I'll try to write more later when I get home from work!

Have a great saturday everyone!

UMMMMMMMMMMMMM MORE JEWELRY!!!!!!!!

Here is what I bought at work today .... they're Italian charms!

I love italian charms! They're so creative .... I have like 5 FULL bracelets!

You can see they link into each other ... there's about 4 in each picture .... the one only has 2 charms, but that's because they're double links, which means 1 charm, but 2 spaces on the bracelet! But there are a total of 3 in here all together, (those are the homer on the couch, twin towers, & I love shopping). Now the twin towers looks a little different from homer & I love shopping, because those 2 are a solid 2 space charms and the twin towers is actually 2 charms but are meant to stay together (you buy it together like that)! You'll see what I mean when you look at the pics. :)

Each bracelet probably adds up to anywhere from $200-$300!

Well I got them when we had a REALLY good sale. I got some the day after christmas, when we were running "buy 1, get 1 FREE!" Yea, we never have buy 1 get one free! Then I got some when we were running a special called buy more save more ... If you buy 1 italian charm ... regular price, buy 2 & they're 20% off each, buy 3 & they're 30% each, buy 4 & they're 40 % each, and buy 5 (or more) & they're 50% off each. And some of these I got on clearance for 50% off each, which I should've got last week when they were 60% off! On top of these sales I still get my 30% off employee discount! SWEET!

Now do you see why I can't stop buying jewelry?

I LOVE JEWELRY!

Sorry the pics are blurry ... I hate my webcam! You should've seen what I had to do just to take the pics ...and then to try to make them look as good as possible ... this was the best they would come out.

Hope you enjoy .... see I can do it a interesting entry ... FINALLY!

Although I just wanted to add a update from yesterday's entry ..... if Meggan was a REAL friend, she would've called today .... but did she try to contact me at all today? NOPE! I don't care ... I talked to the girls in at Gordon's and I told them what happened .... they know her (she worked there for like 4 months at christmas time, then she went back to footlocker at park city)! They TOTALLY agree with me about what I did and the way she has been lately .... they've noticed that she thinks everything is ALL about her. Well she must think that I'm kidding about the not talking anymore ... BUT I'M NOT!

I don't need friends that treat me that way! I trying to make my life positive, therefore, I don't need bad influences in it. My parents are enough of a bad influence!

That's about all I have to say for today ... so until next time .......

WHY? Why don't people listen to me?

I know I said that I would try to make my journal a little more interesting by trying to say more positive things in here .... but right now I just need to vent!

Meggan just texted me and asked me if I was hungry, I told her I was a little bit and I asked her why. Well she said she was only seeing if I had eaten lunch yet. I told her I ate lunch at like 11:00am. And I qoute "sooo......r u hungry? Yes or no?" I told her I kinda was (I could go without eating). She replied with she was STRAVING! So I waas kidding around with her and I said, "WOW! Are you straving?"  And I guess she got mad and said,"I guess you don't want starlite grilled cheese then?!"

Sidenote: I WAS KIDDING FOR CRYING OUT LOUD! WHAT IS HER PROBLEM?

I tried showing her I was joking by saying another joke (which maybe I should've stopped at one). I replied, "I don't know who said that :-)" She said, "what?" I said, "Nothing" (I didn't want to piss her off more, because obvisously she didn't get it the first time, I wasn't going to say it a next time and take the chances) Well I guess she had a bad day today because then she says, "yes or no? I'm waiting..........?" Well I was just going to say yes, then I thought of how she must have been in a bad mood so I decided I didn't want to go somewhere with someone that was acting like this. Plus, I went upstairs and checked to see how much money I had to make sure I could afford it, and I only had $7.00. I could afford it, but then I wouldn't have any money left and I didn't want to spend the money just because I had it. So I replied with, "Nevermind .... I'll just eat here ... I don't have money anyways." Well she called me and I didn't want to talk ... so I ignored the call. Well I was trying to do something on my phone (I don't remember what though) and I went to press the green key and at the same time she had called so it answered her call (DAMN IT! I DIDN'T WANT TO TALK TO HER)! So I said hello and then I got a text message from her to (well it said the same thing she was about to say). She said she would pay for it. I told her NO! I feel bad that everytime we go out here lately she's always paying for it, and I told her that. Well we argued about why I wouldn't let her pay for it and why it was such a big deal.

I Swear she wasn't listening to a damn thing I said because she asked and I told her, then she would ask again and I would say the same answer. Well the conversation went like that for about 5 minutes ... and may I say I was getting pissed! What the @$%&? How many times do I have to say the same thing?

Well she said that I was insulting her by not going ... and I asked her how was it insulting? She said because she is offering, and I said I'm not going to do something I feel uncomfortable doing. Well I guess that really pissed her off and she said she had to call her mom and she would talk to me later. I just said ok, bye and hung up!

Of course the emtional wreck that I am ....  I started bawling and talking to god. Asking him why?

Meggan and I have not been getting along very well here lately ...... because she makes me feel like I'm not important enough .... if someone else calls she tells me to hang on .... she'll leave me on hold for like 5 mins. then say let me call you back ... does she? NO! I usually have to text her and tell her nevermind about calling back because I'm going to bed. And somtimes she won't answer me for another hour and I'll already be in bed sleeping. Or she'll say "sorry, we're still on the phone!" or she'll say "yeah I'm tired I'm going to bed too"

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

Another thing that has been pissing me off here lately is that she ignores me! WHAT THE HECK IS THAT ALL ABOUT!

So I texted her how I felt about the whole situation ....
"I'm sorry if you feel as if I insulted you .... but I just felt like I was talking to elizabeth about her birthday dinner .... I don't feel comfortable that you have to keep paying for everything, therefore I said I didn't want to go and you still made a big deal about it ... I'm sorry if I mad you mad"

Well she told me to stop apoligizing. And I said "I'm sorry ... I can never please anyone ..... I feel like everytime we talk I make you mad at me ..... I think you're right about the whole space thing .....  maybe we shouldn't talk anymore ... I'm sorry" She asked me what I was talking about and I told her to forget it.

 

WHY CAN'T SHE JUST UNDERSTAND WHERE I'M COMING FROM FOR A CHANGE?

I wish she would stop acting like a spoiled brat and make me feel more like I'm her friend and NOT someone that is only good when no one else is there to do anything!

Well this entry is looooooooooong enough ... and boring enough .... sorry.

I'm really going to work on making this journal more interesting! I promise!

Another day off!

Well I have another day off today, and nothing to do! How boring .... I wish I had to work! I wish I never had off .... well, only if I had something to do, then I wouldn't mind having off!

Well I guess I'll just watch tv and some of my mom's dvds! I have nothing else to do ... I did all the cleaning yesterday.

Maybe I'll be back to write more in here later!

I got picture happy .... so I added  more (crappy) pics of me again today!

Wow .... what a day!

Well, now that I have completed all my cleaning, I have nothing else to do ......

So I decided that since I haven't posted any pics in here yet that I would take a pic and post it!

So enjoy .... even though they're not the best pics!

Cleaning? Who Ever Said That Was Easy?

Well I had off today, so I figured I would clean, since I never have time off .... and if I do I try NOT to be home .... because if I am in my parents point of view and I quote, "Your a waste of space. You will never amount to anything, why do you have to be our child?"

 

And that is why I hate being in my house ...... but right now I have no choice ... it's either here or the streets. So this is my CURRENT choice! (But hopefully not for long)

But as I was saying ..... I decided to clean because I'm trying to avoid conflicts with my parents ... I mean "I AM LIVING IN THEIR HOUSE" I do help dirty it ..... (even though I'm NEVER here)

I had off Sunday and didn't do anything .... and I had off today and I have off tomorrow. So I figured if I cleaned today, because I love cleaning and I don't want my parents screaming at me for ANYTHING!

But my mom did buy me something to day ..... which may I say is like a EXTEMELY RARE HAPPENING!

She also bought the new movie "guess who" and it was funny and sad .... it was a great movie!

 

But I gotta go .... 2 of my friends are online and I really need to talk to them .... I haven't really talked to them since a few days after Alicia's viewing .... the one I haven't talked to since the day of it ..... maybe I'll add more later!