Laziness

Well things went back to normal today!

My dad went to work, Hunter, my mom, and I were home!

And because of that ....

The fights and arguments started again today!

My mom has a very short temper and has to have everything her way (just like my sister) or she gets pissed off and war begins!

And if she does something wrong, she finds someone to blame it on!

She never takes blame for her wrong doings ....

but now if she does something good, watch out she's taking the spotlight! (more than needed)

Well I stayed out of the fights, other than making sure the truth was told when my mom called my dad to tell him Hunter wasn't cleaning his room (but he was)

My mom LOVES disputes!

She lives for unhappiness in others!

She lives for people fighting and not getting along!

But she also yells and preaches to you that you two should make up ....

then the two will make up and she makes you hate each other all over again....

it's a vicious circle that you CAN NOT win with my mom!

 

Other than all that DRAMA, I layed around and did,

 

Well ...

 

NOTHING! Not a thing! Zip! Zelch! Zero!

Howgreat it felt to do so too!

I watched "Beauty Shop"

It was GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRREAT!

I think everyone should watch it!

It shows alot of positive attitude and teaches how to treat one another!

And how you should NEVER try to figure someone out!

Because you CAN be wrong!

That's why I (try, I'm not perfect, and it happens sometimes) NOT to judge or figure people out anymore!

Becuase I know there's NO set type of style, fashion, attitude, or etc.

Because EVERYONE is different ...

Everyone has their own style, fashion, and attitude!

And that's what makes every single one of you UNIQUE!

YOU ARE YOU!

And there's NOTHING wrong with that!

If someone doesn't like your style ... tell them "We're all unique! And that means you! thank you for understanding my uniqueness! Have a great day and god bless!"

No need for all the hatred!

We have enough violence with the war!

Starting world peace one person at a time!

And you matter!

Have a UNIQUE day everyone!

(Sorry for all the preaching, I DO know that I'm NOT perfect)

YEA! It's working!

Okay my new computer is now up and running!

YEA!  <:-P

I just have a few things that I need to download and I'm finished!

Well I have off the next two days, so I'll work on it then!

I can't get over the fact that my parents have been nice to me ..........

and they even bought me something brand new, and it was over $10, and it was a COMPUTER!

I think my parents are sick!

My mom has been cooking dinner almost everynight!

And my dad ordered out last night, and usually when they order out, they never order me anything
(it was like that since I was like 15)!

I think they have changed because my brother is home!

Oh well whatever it is, I'm not complaining!

Although it does seem weird for them to be nice to me!

We were also sitting here reminiscing about when my brother was little!

He was about 2 or 3 and he couldn't say my name right. So he used to call me "her"

He would say, "Mom is her coming along?" "Mom can her take me to the park?" "Hey Her come here, mom wants you!" "HER! Where are you?" "Her will you play with me?" "I Love You Her!"

That's what he called me for a while, until he finally learned me name!

Well after dinner we were talking about it! So Hunter goes in to mom and says, "Mom is her coming to the park tomorrow?"

My mom just turned around and looked at me and started laughing!

I said, "remember when he was little and he used to call me that?"

 

I know how would have thought I would have a good memory with my family?

 

I do have a few! Not many ... but a few!

 

Well I'm getting tired!
Nite all!

New Computer

Well I might get behind on journals again because my daddy just got me a new computer yesterday .... I know it's weird, huh?

He hasn't bought me anything in like 3 years!

I was really shocked to hear him say he was buying me a brand spankin new computer because I wanted a new one and I couldn't afford one!

He said I was to give him my old one then .... but I also (somehow) talked him out of that too!

I told him I wanted to give my old computer to Lisa since she doesn't have one!

He was okay with that!

Anyways because my internet half works and everything is not together on my computer yet, it might be a few days until that happens, I might get behind in everything!

So I'm apoligizing ahead of time!

I'M SORRY!

Work again ... I know a subject you are tired of hearing about from me!

 

Well there's soooooooooo much going on at work right now, it's not even funny!

I'll sum it up in one sentence ...........

"Everybody is in everybody else's business!"

Everybody wants to know where Michelle is, is Michelle fired, why didn't Michelle show up, did you call Tammy, what did Tammy say, what's going to happen!

I feel like screaming "SHUT-UP! Mind your own business! You have enough problems with keeping yourself from getting in trouble so don't worry about her, worry about you! And you should be hoping she doesn't get fired ... because if she does that's more time for Tammy to focus on all the shit you do! DUH!"

So anyways, here's a breif overview ....

No one was supposed to know Tammy was at the beach (because when they know she's gone they act up like 2 year olds and do all kinds of crazy shit!) so only Lisa, Angela, and I knew!

Well somehow Stephany found out about it and once she knows something ... it's OVER!

So she called Tammy ..... and told her she found out about Michelle being in a rehab!

Tammy didn't even know that Michelle never showed up in the first place ... so why did she even stick her nose where it didn't belong?

Lisa, Angela, and I were handling it! (and she's not even management)

Well I won't get into the full story ... let's just say it created a lot of mess .... and it'll create more when Tammy comes back Monday!

So I'm preparing for a HUGE breakout on monday at work!

It's official ....... it's war at work!

Well my friend e-mailed me this joke and thought I would share it with you .....

 

4 catholic mothers are sitting down having coffee and discussing how important their children are. The 1st catholic mother says, "My son is a priest. When he walks into a room people say, 'Father'" The 2nd catholic mother says, "My son is a bishop. When he walks into a room, people say, 'Your Grace'" The 3rd catholic mother says, "Well, not to brag, but MY son is a cardinal, when HE walks into a room, people say, 'Your Emince'" The three catholic mothers look at the 4th catholic mother and say, "Well?" The 4th catholic mother says, "My son is a 6' 3, hard bodied, Chippendale male stripper. When HE walks into a room, people say, 'O MY GOD!!!'"

Update on Michelle!

Well I just got off the phone with Lisa!

She called me because she thought I worked this morning!

(but I don't go in until 12:30)

So she said she wanted to talk to me last night when she got home from taking her daughter to girl scouts ....

but they ate dinner and went to bed!

I went to bed early too!

Well anyways (the point Theresa, the point, sheesh .....)

She wanted to tell me that Michelle called her yesterday as she was getting ready to leave work!

Michelle is fine she is actually better than we thought she was ...

I'm glad to say she was in a alcoholic rehab!

Just what she needed .... her friends took her tuesday after work!

She said she understands if she lost her job ....

I don't know what they're going to do since she was in a rehab!

She told Lisa she had one of her friends call to tell us but no one answered the phone ...

which makes sense if they called when she was supposed to be there!

(she wasn't allowed to use the phone the first 24 hours she was there)

It sounds like she is really going to get her life back together!

She told Lisa, "this is something I had to do for myself"

I'm glad everything is okay with her and she is not lying in a gutter somewhere!

Maybe if she starts her life on the right track, she really won't want the alcohol!

I might be leaving this crappy state! FIANLLY AGAIN!

Well I might be moving!

And when I move I might move out of state (again)!

I might move to South Carolina or Gerogia!

Or I might just stay here!

My friend Julie needs help getting her life back together and getting her feet back on the ground!

Julie is Alicia's (the one who passed away last month)

I know that Alicia would want this too!

She wanted me to move in with them before ... and my family actually wanted me to move home and wouldn't have it any other way!

It wasn't because they wanted me here ... it was because that wanted my money!

Since I've been here I've been depressed ... I'm never really happy!

I don't really have good days anymore!

I think this is affecting me at work!

Well anyways, Julie and I talked for about 4 hours (the time that I left my phone upstairs, I was on the computer talking to her, so I had no desire to go get my phone)

She was telling me how her and her girlfriend just broke up (which they were only together for about 3 weeks, she knew her for years though) She might have started going out with her before Alicia passed away ... I can't remember!

So she's moving in with her sister!

She's living in georgia right now and has been since about a month before Alicia passed away! But when she moves with her sister, she'll be living in south carolina!

Well, she said no one really wants to help her get herself together (family wise)

I told her I understood ... I mean look at my family!

So I told her that if she could get a job (steady income, even if it's mcdonalds) and saves up some money we can get an apartment together!

I thought she was going to have a heart attack when I offered this!

She said that it would be "GREAT!"

So I told her I can either move down there or she can come up here! I would leave it up to her!

I've always wanted to live down south!

That's where I want to spend the rest of my life!

I lived in Flordia for 9 months (july/03-april/04) ... and I had NO family down there (or friends) and it was like $1,200 a month for rent for an apartment ...  I had to come back home .. I couldn't afford it by myself!

Well I decided if I move somewhere, where the rent is about the same as here ... I can do it!

I want to be able to do it!

And if I keep thinking positive I will!

So keep your fingers crossed .... I want to move from here ... I hate this city, and I REALLY hate this state!

My life in the working world!

Well I really couldn't pick just one mood ... I have mixed emotions right now! (Excited, michelle doesn't work with us anymore ~ Concerned, that something bad may have happened to her ~ Angry, that no came into the store yesterday until 2 ~ Surprised and Thankful, that Melissa could actually work the extra hours ~ Exhausted, becuase of everything that's going on)

Okay let me give you an update!

Michelle never came into work again today! She was supposed to be there at 1:30 so I could leave at 2:00!

I'm not allowed to have overtime anymore! It costs the company too much money ... so whatever ... I guess I can respect that .... even though my manger rather me work knowing that her store will be in good hands and so on .... and half the time no one else can work ... like yesterday .. because they couldn't get ahold of me ... no one came into the store until 2! (now of course I feel bad, vecause I could've gone in!)

That's 4 hours of no business and our company gets a fine for opening late!

So anyways, I had already called my regional manager to ask her what I should do in case she doesn't show up! (now remember my manager is at the beach until monday) We got the schedule covered until Tammy gets back and she can work the rest of the week out! (our weeks run fri-thurs, I know wierd, but tons of companies do it differently)

Well I got overtime anyway because Melissa couldn't come in until 5:30 and since today is the last day of the week I couldn't change my time on any other day! So from 2-6 was O.T. BABY!

OH YEAH!

I wish I could work all day EVERYDAY ... not because of the money ... but because I love my job that much!

So I got 2 phone calls at 1:40 to see if she showed up ... Lisa the assistant from Piercing Pagoda, and Angela, our regional manager!

Well Lisa is scared that she wentpartying and something serious happened to her .. she thinks she may have been raped and killed ...

Shethinks that because of how much of a partier she is ....

It wouldn't surprise me if it did happen!

I don't like the girl but I hope she is okay!

I may hate someone REALLY bad .... but I would never wish anything bad on them ... NO MATTER what they may have done to me!

That's just not the way I am!

Please keep Michelle in your prayers and let everything be okay with her!

I hope that she just decided to quit and not come back ... and nothing serious happened!

So now when Tammy comes back she has to hire 2 key-sales associates!

My regional wants me to go recruiting! (so I think I'll do that tomorrow!)

I have to be there at 12:30 and Melissa is leaving at 1:30 so I have an hour to walk around and hand out applications and recruit from other stores!

Of course I can't do department stores like JCPenny or anything but I can go to places like New York & Company and The Limited and Bath and Body Works and so on!

Maybe I'll go in at 11:00 and do that on my own personal time!

It's going to be a rough next month ... that's about how long it will take for everything to get under control again!

So you'll probably hear me complaining a lot .. I'll apoligize in advance ... I'm sorry .... I know I'm a whiner!

Until Tammy hires and trains .....

Which Lisa and I will probably have to help train this time!

I HATE training ... but I will do as I'm told and I'll do anything I can to help out!

 

But once again I ask you to put Michelle in your prayers and let everything be okay with her!