Saturday, May 13, 2006

(SIGH) I AM SO EXHAUSTED!

I know I have been absent the past few days!

As the weekend nears for me, I tend to get behind because of how busy I get with work ....

and it didn't help this weekend that it is Mother's Day weekend, because we were EXTREMELY busy today ... not so much yesterday!

I am behind on alerts and plan on clearing that all up tomorrow!

I have plans in the afternoon and I am sleeping in ... so I'll probably be hitting j-land late afternoon! :)

I miss everyone and can not wait to see what has happened the past few days with everyone!

 

My feet have been SO sore the past like 4 days ... they are swollen and they just hurt in general to be on them ....

this has never happened to me before so I am a little confused as to what is wrong ???????

Well they hurt so bad this morning that as I am walking down the steps to get in the shower I was saying "OW! (step) OW! (Step) OW! (step) OW! (Step) ... etc."

I have no idea what is wrong ... I now I have not been getting sleep lately, because I can not fall asleep until about 12:30am and have to get up at 7:50am

But I don't think that has anything to do with it!

But then again what do I know?

I have not been wearing like heels of any sort ... I have been wearing flats because they hurt so bad ...

tonight by 8 I was ready to cry because they hurt so bad!

(Side note ... I had to work a 12 hour day today because of the busyness tonight)

So not only have I not been getting any sleep but my feet on top of it ... it just makes me want to cry! :(

Hopefully I can relax after my plans, and my feet will not feel as bad ... but I doubt it because of what my plans are ....

We have a street fair for mother's day every year .... the city blocks off like 6 blocks on market street and there is tons of food and crafts and all kinds of other goodies ....

I LOVE it!

I count down for it EVERY year!

It's like a whole other fair for me! :)

So Lisa the kids and I are going down there ... it does not start until 12 ...

which is good because I told her that I wanted to sleep in tomorrow because of me being so exhausted and my feet hurting so badly!

 

Oh .... btw ..... I am such a weak person when it comes to guys (that I am talking to anyway ... not any in general) ... I caved and Mark and I are talking again ..... I did not even last 24 hours ... I only lasted like 14 hours and I caved and I had text him "I don't know I ever thought that I could go a whole week without hearing your voice :(" So he text me over an hour later and told me to call him, as I was sleeping but woke up just to call him .... and he asked me what that message was all about ... I told him that there was no way that I could last a week because when I am stressed, hearing his voice makes me feel 100% better! So we have been getting along and I feel better! :)

EVEN though I am so weak! OH WELL!

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

awww i hope your feet feel better maybe if you sit in the bathtub and relax and read a book you will feel better.
glad you and mark are doing ok ;)
take care and enjoy the fair :) sounds fun!
ttyl
<3, emily

Anonymous said...

Hey girl. About ur feet. I understand. Sometimes my feet get like that. Thankfully, not often. But sometimes like when you walk or stand on your feet more than u usually do, your feet can get really tender and sore...I hope you will get a chance to relax ur feet cuz thats an awful feeling to have ur feet hurting. Oh and about Mark, dont feel weak. I mean if you need him right now then why should u punish urself by denying urself the privelage of hearing his voice. You didn't do anything wrong. So dont feel bad about it ok. :) *hugs* Have a nice day. And dont work those feet too much, lol.

Anonymous said...

Get yourself one of those foot bath things....they are awesome for people who have to be on their feet a lot. Not a sign of weakness at all to call Mark, forgiveness is a beautiful quality to have. :)

Pooh Hugs,
Linda~

Anonymous said...

awww..you're not weak..you just appreciates him a lot..you like him a lot and he makes you feel good..there's nothing weak about that.
Gem :-)