I wanted to write an entry about this last night, but I fell asleep!
I was so tired that I went to sleep with the t.v. on and got up at 3 in the morning to turn it off!
Then I was going to write an entry this morning and I ran out of time!
So here I am writing about it now ....
I have been holding a secret from all of you for about a week now ....
are ya mad at me?
Will ya forgive me?
As some of you know where I work we have 2 stores and 1 manager!
Well my manager decided that she wanted to step down to be the manager of just one store!
Which leaves one store open for a new manager!
of course she picked to be the manager of store 218 .... not my store .... my store is 489!
Anyways, now to the "secret!"
Tammy told Lisa and I about it .... and she told us not to tell anyone .... it would be effective as of February 1st!
We would hold a store meeting on the last Sunday of the month to let everyone know!
Tammy had also told me that I was in the possibility section to be the new manager!
I know this is what I need ... and I used to think of my future as working up the ladder at this company!
My dream used to be a regional manger for this company .... then I thought about working in the head office in Dallas, Texas .... but now I'm not quite sure what I want from this company!
So Angela (Tammy's boss, the regional) came today to talk to me about it!
I was hoping she would not show up ... which Tammy & I thought she wouldn't!
But boy oh, boy was I wrong!
She said that she thought I was qualified for it and I was definitely an option!
However, she did keep repeating how much there were other options!
I almost felt like saying, "Do you not want me to be the manager? Because you are making it seem like you don't want me too!"
Now I have this huge decision to make and I'm nervous that I will make the wrong choice!
This was the secret that I accidently slipped out at the x-mas dinner .... thank god none of the girls heard me ... I would've been in some trouble there!
I had to write this .... I know it was probably not that interesting to any of you ... but I had to get it all out of my head!
I feel better having it out ... now I can think a little more! :)
Well I guess I better go make a decision!