Saturday, December 31, 2005

New Years Eve? Really?

So today is new year's eve!

Well I had to work 10:30am - 6:30 pm and now I am sitting here being bored out my MIND!

I have NO MONEY and no friends to really do anything with!

So my plans are to sit here and do absolutely NOTHING!

Maybe I'll just play The Sims 2!

That's always fun!


Anyways, have a great new year's eve everyone!


Don't have too much fun without me :)

Thursday, December 29, 2005

Answer to a few comments!

I know I need to be in more touch with my journal .... I have abandoned it a lot here lately! I have not been visiting anyone either! I never answer anyone's questions in my comments .... so I promise I will change that ... as much as I possibly can, considering I do not get my alerts for comments anymore so I have to go through the last 5 entries everyday! So I will start by the comments from yesterday's entry!      


Holy cow....I think I counted seven cats and two dogs?? Whoa....glad I don't have to pay your vet bills!! LOLOL! They are all so precious, though, and how lucky they are to have people take them in and care for them the way you have. That's a cute pic of Hunter, how does he feel having such a beautiful sister? :)

Pooh Hugs,
Comment from
linnpooh - 12/29/05 6:30 PM  

Yes that is right Linda 7 cats and 2 dogs ... I know it's a lot .... some people think that I will end up being one of those old ladies with 100 cats and dodging the health inspector .... I KNOW that I will never be that bad! I would not be able to do it ... no offense to anyone! I will limit myself to one dog and 2 cats .... nothing more! But my parents tend to be suckers for animals in trouble! Hunter does love me, he tells me all the time, like tonight when I came home from the movies he came over to me and gave me a kiss on the cheek and said, "I love you Theresa!" But he does to call me fat and ugly a lot!    

cool pics, u have cute animals
Comment from
z7snowflake - 12/29/05 4:47 PM  

Thank you

I love animals myself.  I thought I had a lot with two dogs and a cat!  WOW!!  I'd love to have more, but my husband will kill me.  LOL.  Take care,
Comment from
chat2missie - 12/29/05 11:29 AM  

They are a handful ... they love to pick fights with each other ... mainly the cats ... they have territory issues! Chocolate hates fighting, but Tabby will growl at him and start a fight with him just because he wants to eat too!

wow you guys have a LOT of animals!!!  so cute!
<3, emily
Comment from
therealslimemmy - 12/29/05 7:17 AM  

A LOT is definitely right! But at times it's almost like having kids! (not that I really know what that is like)

I love your pictures and you have cool pets.  The brother looks nice too.  LOL you told him you couldn't take off his first picture.  Liar liar pants on fire LOL Barbara
Comment from
mastersblynn - 12/28/05 10:34 PM

HEY now ... he does NOT need to know that I can take it off .... as long as I don't tell promise NONE of you will tell .... he he he :)~ Let's keep it our little secret! I have a even more embarrassing picture and I black mailed him .... I told him if he did anything to really make me mad I would post it! He has been begging me to delete it off my computer, I use photobucket, and I told him once I download it off my camera onto the computer, it's PERMANENT!  

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

More Pictures!

This is our Chocolate Lab, Chocolate .... I know how original .... I used to call him Chocolatte!

My Dad would get so MAD!

I had to bribe him to sit pretty with a treat dangling above my camera!

I snapped the picture right before he jumped up on me to get the treat!

We got chocolate from our neighbors 2 doors over (my dad grew up with their son, which lives 5 doors up ... and I grew up with their daughter and went out with one of their sons ... UGHHHH ... the past)! His mother was put to sleep a few years ago and his mother still lives 2 doors over!

This is our cat Midnight a.k.a. Baby Girl!

I gave her that nickname when I moved home from Florida last spring because she was the baby out of all the cats and she was so tiny .... and still is!

She would NOT sit still (or lay) so I could take a picture!

Here is the story on how we got Baby Girl:

My dad was driving along the highway and saw this KITTEN running along the shoulder!

He pulled over and brought her home! ..... my dad is a sucker animals in trouble!

This is my brother Hunter again!

right after I posted the last entry I showed him the picture and told him he was right, I DO have a "ONLINE JOURNAL" .... he knew I did, but I kept telling him that I didn't because I was scared that he would find a way into it and read it!

Not that I lie or anything but this is my "getaway" from my family!

My spot to vent about my life!

So he saw the picture and got mad and said, "come on! Take a better picture!"

I told him that once the picture was posted to that I could not remove it! he he :)

This is our cat Smokey!

He is the oldest!

He was born an outside cat and my mom wanted him so one day when mom was at work my dad crawled under our porch at our old house just to get him and my dad got stuck!

He eventually got out .... with Smokey!

This is Snowball a.k.a. Baby!

He was given the nickname the same day he received his name!

My mom and dad would call him baby and my brother and I would call him snowball!

He spends a lot of time with me!

He is very lovable too!

We also got snowball from our neighbors (that we got Chocolate from)

This is our cat Sunshine!

She was thrown out of a car window and hit a friend of my dad's school van windshield!

She was nearly DEAD ... some of her insides were hanging out! GROSS, I know ... sorry!

My dad brought her home and took care of her!

She will not come to any of us and my parents have had her for about 2 years!

She is scared of everyone .... can you blame her?

How could someone be so cruel?

The cats used to always start fights with her this past summer .... they eventually got sick of me yelling at them and gave up ... they would wake me up about 4 times every night!

This is our Jack Russell Tabby!

My dad likes to call her Lynn sometimes .... I have no idea why!

Maybe because he is weird!

Having Fun With My NEW Digital Camera

That is a REALLY good picture of me laying in my bed .... see how much I support Breast Cancer, I have 3 blankets with breast cancer on them, this is just one of them!

Here is another picture of me!

Here is a picture of my weird brother, Hunter!

I was fighting him to get a picture of him ... he didn't know (and still doesn't) I was posting it on the web!

He doesn't even know I have a journal, no one in my family does, just my friends!

Maybe after I post this picture entry I'll show him .... he he he ... then it'll be too late!


That is my beautiful baby Cookie! Is he not the cutest? I love my baby!

See that gray tag? Guess what it says!


I got him that one morning at Cracker Barrel (I think I spelled that wrong) country store!



This is the Princess Tiger ... the cat my dad found in his tow truck engine!

She is so cute and lovable!

Look at her posing!


And this is our cat Cuddles!

He loves to cuddle and get attention, he is the most lovable!


I'll take pictures of more people and pets and post them throughout the week!

Monday, December 26, 2005

My Ear Piercing!

My ears hurt a little bit from the piercing I got!

I had to take one out already because they are not even ... and I of all people can not have crooked holes because people are always look at my holes, and if they see they are uneven, then they are not going to want to get theirs done there!

So I took it out today and I am having Tammy do it this time!

I am surprised that Angela (our regional) of all people messed it up!

Tammy and I are thinking it was just because she was trying to get it done and over with so she could go home!

So I am disappointed because this will be the 3rd (yeah, 3rd) time I had to get it done now!

I might have to take out my 3rd holes too, and get XL post because my ears really swelled up this time and the earrings are starting to go through my hole!

Enough of my ranting and raving my about my ear piercing!


It was hectic in the mall today!

Everyone in the mall returning their gifts, exchanging, spending their gift cards, and getting their ears pierced!

So it was crazy!

One of the girls at work has been at my throat all season at work only though, if we go out outside of work (like for my birthday to drink) she is fine!

But the second we are at the store together, she is at my throat about everything!

I told Tammy I can't wait until she leaves to go back to Canada this year!

She works at our 2 stores every year (and has for like the past 7 years ... I think that's what it is ... it might be 6) and goes back to Canada after Christmas!

I hate to sound that way, but everyone at work sees how she is with me this year, and they are all saying, "And you are not even doing anything to her! She is just very moody this year and you seem to be her target!"

I kept telling myself today, "5 more days, 5 more days, 5 more days and she is gone for a while!"

I keep thinking I am soon going to snap on her, and I did a little on Christmas Eve!

So when she came in today she NEVER, in the 1 1/2 hour overlap, said anything to me!

But did say something about me to Tammy like I was not there or that I didn't know she was talking about me!

I told Lisa, "She acted like I didn't know she was talking about me ... I was standing right on the other side of Tammy (who she was talking to)! I know she knew that I knew it was me she was talking about! I don't know if I can hold in my anger 5 more days. I have been doing just that ALL SEASON! So don't be surprised if I snap really bad on her, cuz she's got it coming to her!"

I always say, "Treat Others How You Want To Be Treated!"

You must give to receive right?



Oh well!

I'll shut-up now!

I hope everyone had a good Christmas!

Sunday, December 25, 2005

Merry Christmas!


I hope everyone had (or has) a good Christmas!

I know I actually did this year!

My parents got me some good gifts!

I got a digital camera, DVD player, and stereo from my dad

I got a pooh throw, 2 butterfly necklaces, butterfly earrings, butterfly bracelet (which all match), 2 butterfly knick knacks, some clothing items, a set of butterfly sheets, and a pooh light from my mom!

Lisa got me loads of things .... a breast cancer 2-minute toothbrush, a breast cancer purse with a matching little purse (I love to support breast cancer I buy breast cancer stuff all the time), a "paradise" calendar, a set of 3 gold nose rings (from our store), a Winnie the pooh tin, Winnie the pooh lip gloss to put on my key chain, Cinnabon lip balms (I LOVE CINNABON ... I need to go to park city soon for one), a pink panther shirt (she won me a pink panther at the fair this year .... she is the BEST), 2 packs of "Bling Bling" ... it is rhinestones to put on your cell phone (you can out it on other things ... I use it for my cellie), a pair of socks with cats on them, and then her kids got me a butterfly address book!

Melissa got me a butterfly planner!

My regional Manager wrote me the most sentimental card ... I almost cried the first time reading it, but I had to fight it off because I knew at any second we weould get bomb-barded with customers, so I held them back then last night I re-read the card and cried! She also got me a dragonfly keychain from "Things Remembered" with my name engraved on it ... I like dragonflies ... nothing like butterlfies though .... and oddly enough is our Logo at work!

So it was a very good christmas for me ..... as I wish it was for everyone else!

I even won $160 worth of jewelry at work!

I even got to pick out what I wanted.... I got a necklace and earring set (That I've wanted since we got it in a couple months ago) 2 gold belly rings, a surgical steel belly ring (Even though I'm allergic to it ... it was sooooooooo cute, I will only be able to wear it for a couple days then change back to gold), and a pair of gold earrings!

I also paid to get my ears pierced .... I got my third holes re-done and the one I had gotten a few months ago .... it was 1/2 way up my ear, in the cartlidge ..... the one I posted pictures of a few months ago when i got it done .... well I had to let it close and I got it re-done last night!

My ears hurt so bad!

Have a great christmas all .......

Sorry about all the side notes today!

I'm a little silly!

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

Christmas Hours

I am sooooooooooo exhausted!

My body will NOT adjust to going to these CRAZY mall hours!

My body still goes to sleep late and I still have to get up early!

So now I have only been getting like 5-7 hours sleep, if that some nights!

I know I should be grateful for that though, because there are some people who get a lot less sleep than that, and don't have food, clothing, water, etc.

So I will stop the complaining and be grateful for what I do have!



I am so ready for this Christmas season to be over!

It has been really bad for every retailer in the mall!

We have so much time on our hands this year, that we talk to each other (normally everyone is so busy that it is one customer after another ... no chit chat time) and say how upset we are that we are having such a bad Christmas this year!


I'm not even done shopping!

I know how bad is that .....

I'm such a procrastinator ...  I know, I know!

I'm hoping that I can finishthe rest tomorrow after work!

God I hope so!


One of the girls at work turned in her 2 weeks ........ there really are micales!

I know that's mean ... but if you only knew the story and problems that has happened because of her!


I really have nothing else to report on!


Have a great christmas everyone (if I don't get a chance to come back before then)!

Sunday, December 18, 2005

Just a quick Hello!

My mood is really tired, exhausted, and surprised too!

I just wanted to drop a little hello and let everyone know that I am doing fine!

I have been busy with work and Christmas!

I am so exhausted!

I went out with Lisa and Laurie the other night and we ran into the lady that bought me a drink for my 21st birthday!

This lady (Edna is her name) didn't know me from a can of paint and when she heard it was my 21st birthday she bought me a $9.00 drink!

That was very generous of her!

I guess I never did stop by and let everyone how my birthday had gone!

Well when i got off of work Laurie decided that we would go to Ruby Tuesday's and get an apple martini!

So we did that then we stopped at a bar on the way to my house! (One of the most popular around here)

There they do this "buy one get one free" for your 21st birthday!

So I got a double shot of Hennessey and hypnotic!

Well that had me done!

So I went to McDonald's to get something to absorb the alcohol (BREAD) and go home and eat it and go to bed .... which I did not want to do because of all that fat laying in my stomach overnight then .... but it was either that or wake up with a terrible hangover and go to work with it!

I was fine when I went to work!

Well that was pretty much the extent of my b-day ... I got quite a few presents too ..... nothing from my family .... everything came from my friends at work ... they were the only ones!

How pathetic is my life?


Well nothing else really has been going on here other than working, sleeping, and eating!

I swear I have NO time for anything else!

Oh btw (by the way) my dad told me and mybrother to make a Christmas list of 3 things that we wanted!

He said that the total could not be over $100!

Which not to sound greedy or anything but I was kind of mad when he said that because he always "APPEARS" to have money all the time!

He even bought one of his co-worker's wife $100 worth of gold body jewelry at my store a couple of weeks ago and help pay for house repairs! (for no special occasion either)

But he tells me and my brother that we can only write down 3 things and it can not exceed $100 .... I was a little offended!

Well I told him there was only 1 thing I really wanted and he said, "what was that?"

"I want a digital camera"

"well there are some for under $100!"

"Yeah but I want one with a printer because your printer is always 'broken!' Then that way we will not have to worry about that. That's why I asked you black Friday if you would go buy that one at circuit city and I would have paid you back that night when i got home from work!"

"well write down what you want and we'll see. You already got a computer out of me, and that's supposed to be your Christmas gift!"


I was so happy when he said that .... I just hope he gets it!

I mean technically he could use it half as a birthday gift and half Christmas because he didn't get me anything for my birthday!

So we'll see what happens!

I was so surprised because my dad has not 'celebrated' Christmas in years!

He has always bought my brother stuff but not me!

I was shocked when he asked me to make a list as well!

Well I must go get more sleep!

I hope everyone's Christmas season is going well!

Thursday, December 8, 2005

How Do You....

Does anyone know how to add music to your journal, so that when you bring up the page it plays?

I am so lost when it comes to this kind of stuff!

Please help me! :)

Happy 21st Birthday To ME!

Happy 21st Birthday to me!


I made it ..... not that I really am too worried about being able to drink now!

But it is a huge milestone that everyone marks and waits for like it's their 13th, 16th, or 18th!

So here I am 21 and what do I get to do with it?

Be in a grumpy mood and have to go to work on my 21st birthday!

I know I said it was not a big deal, because I really do not want to go clubbin or partying or anything .... but the more I thought about it the past 2 days the more upset I am about it!

I mean I'm crying now because I can't even spend time with any of my friends today!

Because I close and they all worked the morning shift!

So I get to spend one of the biggest milestones in my life .... being at work!

Now don't get me wrong I love my job .... you should all know that by now ... but it's the point that I can't do ANYTHING on my 21st birthday!

I can't even go to Ruby Tuesday's after work and get ONE drink because no one can go with me and who wants to celebrate their birthday by themselves? I know I don't! Let alone have my very first OFFICIAL 21st drink!

I don't want to go to work because I asked in advance to work in the morning today so I COULD spend time with my friends .... my manager included!

All I wanted for my birthday was for my manager, Lisa and her 2 kids to go to dinner!


I was not asking for a car or loads of $$$$$$$$$ .... I just wanted to go to dinner!

And I was not ask for dinner with loads of people ... I just wanted 4 people there .... THAT'S IT!

And I can't even get that!

No one in this house has recognized me for my birthday!

Only one person has said happy birthday to me!

And it's one of my enemies! (okay friends that I do not talk to anymore ... that some of you know .... if you have been reading for awhile ...)

Yea ... Meggan texted me, "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!"

The only one to say happy birthday to me and we don't even talk (and that's a good thing that we don't talk)

How upsetting is that?

I know I may sound greedy to some people that have not been reading for long but those who know me or have been reading for awhile, know that I am a very giving person and love to make others happy before me!

Like I said that was all I wanted for my birthday was to spend time with my friends .... and I was hoping that maybe I was wrong about my family and that at LEAST for my birthday they could be nice .... but I seem to always be wrong about these things!

Does anyone see why I want to just DISAPPEAR and become a different person, change my name, my surroundings, my life in general?

I always feel like I have done a whole lot of bad at one point because I am constantly being punished!

Okay I just realized I am totally wrong about who said happy birthday to me!

I have 4 comments from my previous entry that have wished me a "happy early birthday!"

So okay, I am sorry, please forgive me, I over reacted!

The other thing that is upsetting me the more I think about the fact that I have to work is:

1. no matter who it was, or when it was, since I have been there EVERYONE has gotten off for they're birthday! It could be the day before Christmas (okay no one's b-day was then) and they got off! I was not asking to have off, I knew I would have to work ... I just had a feeling, that's why I didn't even try, besides the point of it being "BLACK OUT" period (which means NO request off ... no exceptions) ... but I couldn't even work the hours that I wanted! Not that I gave an exact schedule of what I wanted to work ... but opening ... which I could have worked up until 7 or 8 and I would have been happy!


I have to work until 10:30pm ..................... AND be back the next morning at 7:30!


So not only do I get to do NOTHING on my birthday but now I can't even sleep in the day after!


I really tried not to complain about this at all because I didn't want to get my manager stressed, because she is pregnant and already had tons of difficulties, but I can't get over the fact of how it all turned out!


*EDITED: I forgot to write that while I was typing this entry Chocolate (our dog) barked to go out and I went to let him out and my mom was sleeping on the couch (about 20 feet from where I am sitting) and she gets up to let him out, but I already had and was heading back to the computer .... my point is ..... She looked me dead in my eyes and didn't say ANYTHING to me ... she just saw that I let Chocolate out so she took her lazy ass (pardon my language there ... sorry) and went back to sleep! Like she doesn't sleep enough! THAT'S ALL SHE DOES ALL DAY! Why couldn't she just say "happy birthday!"? WHY?

Tuesday, December 6, 2005

Christmas spirit and 2 LONGGGGGGG days until my 21st!

First of all .... let me just say, "looky looky here ...  look at what AOL has added to the ads...."

Ads are not an endorsement by the blog author.


Did you see that (that has not been there the whole time has it?)

Or am I just blind?

I think that is mighty nice of AOL to add that!


Okay anyways, on to more important things .....

my 21st birthday is on Thursday ....

so where are my presents people?


You didn't get me one?


What's the matter with you?

J/k ..... halfway! :)

I don't want to make a HUGE deal out of it because I am not the partying type .... but I did want to be able to get one drink on my 21st ... but I can't!

I want an apple martini! That's it!

I don't want to go to the club or anything ... I could go to ruby Tuesday's and get it there and be satisfied!

But I have to work until 10:30pm the night of my birthday and be back at work at 7:30 the next morning ... so I can't do that!

I can't even do lunch because I can't go to work "intoxicated!"

So I am screwed both ways! :(

I got one present from one of my friends that work at the mall tonight ... she got me "moonlight path" body spray and body wash!


I decorated my store today with Christmas decorations ... Lisa and I went shopping for them before we went into work!

We got garland, ornaments, a door decoration (i got a little wreath/bell greeter to match our ornaments and garland) and a little decoration to sit in the middle of our island counter!

For my stores garland I got this red, white, and green garland .... beautiful, with red, blue, green, gold, and silver ornaments, then I got a pack of five ornaments that were red with silver glitter, and for our "centerpiece" I got a fake poinsettia that had gold glitter on the leaves of the poinsettia and had green glitter leaves! Our door decoration ... was a silver metal wreath with red and green acorns hanging from it! Our store looks so good ... I'll try and take pictures and see if I can get my dad's retarded scanner working so I can post some pictures!

Lisa's store got gold (and silver?) garland, green and red ornaments, a pack of 5 red with green glitter ornaments, a ribbon with a small bell for their door decoration and a basket of all these cute winterish plants ..... both stores look amazing!

Last year we did not decorateall! I know .... how scroogeish (is that even a word?)of us? Oh well ... we definitely made up for it this year!

Happy holidays everyone!

Sunday, December 4, 2005

Answer to comment

It does sound like you enjoy your job.
Where do you work ???
Comment from hadonfield78 - 12/4/05 1:55 AM


Piercing Pagoda

It is a jewelry store (okay kiosk) in the middle of the mall!

Saturday, December 3, 2005

A Better Day!

So today was a better day!

I feel really bad though that I have not been visiting anyone's journals!

I'm really sorry ... I was going to try tomorrow, the day that I was supposed to have off .... but as always ...... I have to work now!

Not that I mind ... I love working .... I love my job ...  I know how often to I say that! Oh well, if I do, I do!

So it looks like I won't be doing that!

I think I have off Wednesday, so I will try then!

Okay I just checked my agenda (okay my 2-year pocket calendar) and I can fit you in for wednesday!


Whenever I feel like it!

I will be sleeping in for sure!

Alright I must go to bed ... I just got home from work and I have to be back at 8:30 am ... YEAH!

Nite Nite All!

Friday, December 2, 2005


So the after affects from yesterday were definitely on today!

I was really in a grouchy mood and people noticed it!

I was not trying it on purpose, I just couldn't help it!

I tried to get out of my little rut ... but I couldn't!

I did for a little bit when I was at wal-mart shopping with Lisa!

I almost cried a few times at work today!

Just thinking of my family and what I come from hurts!

It hurts even more to know that it will NEVER change ... they will always be this way!

Knowing what I've gone through makes me feel weak and strong at the same time!

It makes me feel weak, becuase I think, "Sheesh, I've been through a lot .... when will it slow down?"

It makes me feel strong because I think, "Well if I can go through that then I can survive almost anything! There are things worse than this, but I know if I keep thinking positive, I will succeed to the fullest!"

But all of those thoughts never change the fact of how I HATE my family!

I know everytime I say "HATE" someone always says, "You should never say that world because that is a very strong word and ... " yada yada yada .....

But like I said before I HATEmy family!

I know and understand what that word means ... and I truly do feel this way ... there is no second guessing my feelings about it!

I just want to jump up, move out of state, leave no trace, change my last name, and start fresh!

But I know I can't do that because of my brother!

I could not imagine living my life without my brother!

I need him ... he is the ONLY family member that I love!


Thursday, December 1, 2005


side note: 7 days until my 21st birthday! :)

Okay, I have to tell ya, today has been an eventful day!

And NOT a good eventful day either!

The kind that makes me ashamed of my family and who I am!

When I start thinking that maybe I take them for granted and maybe I should try giving them a chance, they prove to me why I don't want to give them a chance!

Well it is my wonderful Lil Bro's birthday!

He turned 13 today!

I told my dad to have my brother wake me up before he left for school!

So Hunter comes up and lays on me and my bed and says, "I was told to come wake you up!"

I told him to get something out of one of my bags in my room and bring it to me!

He is half asleep!

He gets it and gets ready to me and I said, "Happy birthday!"

I got him a cute card and the XBOX game "50 cent Bulletproof"

He loved it!

Then I went back to sleep as he got ready for school!

Lisa calls me an hour later (it amazes me how I can be in a deep sleep and hear my cell phone in my purse, vibrating, not ringing but vibrating!)

It was my fault that she called!

I told her monday that I worked today .... forgetting that it was my one day off!

So she asked me if I was working and I said no!

Of course she kept apoligizing becuase she felt bad .... I told her not to worry about it, I was already woken up by my brother, cuz I told him to, plus I told her I worked today ... my fault!

Then I decided to "try out" my brother's new game .... just to see if I would like it .... heck I LOVE "Grand Theft Auto San Andreas!"

I like it ... but I am NOT good at the aiming part!

And that is the MAIN part of the game ... shootingpeople!

ABout 12/1:00 my brother is banging on the front door!

I knew he was suspended ... I knew it was nothing else!

he thinks this is funny (my mom teaches him that it is) and says, "Surprise!"

I immediatley said, "What did you get suspended for now?" 

As I saw the pink slip and a nurses slip in his hand with magazines!

"I'll let Dad tell you!"

"No you tell me"


I took the pink slip from him and the nurses slip!

He fought somebody ... threw their head up against the wall ... and as the teacher wrote on the slip .... "VERY VERY HARD!"

He went to the nurses office saying that his newly pierced ear hurt from the fight!

Well I told him how I felt about the situation!

"Fighting gets you no where in life, Hunter! Did you not to into a home because of fighting and stealing?"


"I know you want to do better with your life, but for some reason you are having a tough time doing so! Hunter, I know you can do better! I know this is NOT where you want to be! You already have been suspended at LEAST 5 times this school year! It is not funny at all! Please tell me you will try harder! I want to see you have a better future than some of our family members have made for themselves! Can you promise that?"

"Yes! But I don't deserve to go to the movies today, like you promised me for my brithday!"

"No I don't think you do and I am glad to see that you noticed that!"

Well I think my talks do get through to him ... but then my parents show him (mainly my mom) the wrong!

They praise him!

I heard my mom while I was in the showertlaking to my brother, she was reading the pink slip ... and what do you think she did?

Laughed ... she thought the whole thing was funny!

"Hunter, you slammed their head into the wall "VERY VERY HARD! Well I guess that's what they get!"

As she just kept praising him for what he did!


Well me and my brother spent hours palying the XBOX together!

My mom got her 2 checks and was off to cash them and BLOW her money on "useless" items!

She said Hunter could stay home with me since I didn't have to work!

Which I thought was REALLY weird because she HATES the fact that my brother and I get along so well!

She says, "I'm the mom, not Theresa! Hunter you are coming with me whether you like it or not!"

She NEVER lets hime stay with me!

Well she did today, I thought this was extremely weird!

So we spent more time together and even had our daily fight!

Usually if we spend a lot of time together he usually gets to rough and we get mad at each other!


Well my dad came home and asked where my mom was ... "We have NO idea!"

It was a little unusual that she was not home by 5!

And earlier my brother asked me what I would do if somehting happened to mom!

He said that I wouldn't care ... I told him just because mom and I don't get along does not mean that I would not be hurt if something happened to her!

Well my dad sits down to eat his dinner and my mom is trying to 2-way him!

They can't get through to each other! (STUPID NEXTELS)

Then my dad's phone rings!

He says, "Yea, when I'm done eating I'll come!"

A few other things are said!

He puts his food in the fridge (He didn'r even get to take one bite!)

He says, "I have to go get your mom!"

"Why?" I say!

"Well she has been arrested!"

"For what?"

"What do you think? I'll give you one guess!"


"YEP! You got it!"

So here is my brother being taught 2 different BAD things today!

My mom first tells him it is laright to fight people over words!

Then she teaches him that stealing is okay!

I am so ashamed of my family!

Everyday I think of much I wish my family could have been JUST a LITTLE more like me! More on the positive side of things ... and should I say good!

I don't mean to sound conceeded or anything .... but if any of you actually KNEW my family ... both sides ... ALL OF THEM ... you would wonder how I came out the way I did!

I came from a very NEGATIVE family!

Bad things happened to me daily ... mostly beaten!

I could've had a tongue peircing at the age 9!

My mom once threw me acrossed the kitchen and I hit my head on the stove and bit down on my tongue really hard! Well I had a HOLE in my tongue from it!

My mom had gotten VERY abusive towards me once she put my bilogical father in jail!

She never really took anyhting out on my sister or my brother ... she did a few times ... but I usually got the most of it!

I don't exactly know why! I listened 10 times better than both of them! I only got suspended from school ONCE in my WHOLE LIFE!

My brother and sister did at LEAST  8 times a school year!

I truly believe in the middle child gets treated the worst!

As I am the middle of 3!

I always HATED being the middle child!

As my mom would always introduce us as, "This is my oldest daughter, my youngest child and ONLY son, and there's my OTHER daughter ... she is the middle child!"

I feel like my mom is ashamed of me!

Why though?

I am the best of the 3!

Like I said I am NOT trying to be conceeded ... but if you only knew half the stories of my siblings you would understand!

Both of them were taken from my mom and her fiance!


I was the only one that got good grades, and did what I was told, and graduated high school, started college, and I never failed one grade!

My sister didn't do NONE of those, she was bad and failed at least 2 years!

I can't really say anything for my brother as he as not reached that time yet ... he is still young! But he has failed 2 years already too! And he follows a lot of the same footsteps as my sister!

I am so ashamed to be writin ghtis entry tonight!

I probably should not have even done so, but I needed to vent ... and give you a little look of my life growing up in this family is like for me!


I am so sorry for such a long boring entry tonight!

And I really hope that you will not judge me for what my family members do ... I really am so muc different from them!

Lisa and Tammy say to me all the time, "You are so lucky you turned out the way you did! It truly is a weird thing, but definitely a blessing! You are doing better for yourself then they ever did for themselves! It truly is scary that this is what you come from!"


Wednesday, November 30, 2005

Okay, so I lied! :)

I hate that AOL does not have the "tired" option!

I lied and said that I wouldn't post today ... but I HAD to!

I'm addicted!

My feet hurt so BAD!

My manager must not have listened to me when I told her yesterday that I had to work open to close (which I even told her was 13 hours) and today we were talking and I said, "Well how many do you want that way when I go down to the other store tonight I'll get the order ready and fax it!"

"Huh? You work at the other end tonight too?"

"YES, TAMMY! Did you not listen to me when we were talking yesterday on the storage shed run?"

"Well why did Angela (our regional, that was in charge while she was out sick) do that?"

"Because I told you this too, NO ONE ELSE would work up here, so the only option left was for ME to work a double! Because I was already closing at the other store so  just tacked on 5 hours to that!"


"Tammy you are getting like Lisa .... neither of you two EVER listen to me! I go shopping with Lisa and show her how cute something is and she'll (supposedly) acknowledge me and then we walk past it later and she says how cute it is, as if we NEVER saw it! Then I always yell at her .... now you are doing the same thing only with work related things!"

We both laughed!

I love my job more and more each day!

I know people that I went to school with or know me from before are thinking, "Ha ha! Look at Theresa, working in the mall, doing nothing with her life!"

But what they don't know is I make pretty good money (better than I was making for what I went to college for) and I am VERY happy with my job!

Not a lot of people can actually say, "I enjoy waking up and going to work everyday!"

Especially when you do work with the public, and even worse yet ... the MALL!

But I can and that's all that matters ... screw them!

I'm happy and half of them idiots don't look happy anyway!

Now don't go thinking I'm knocking them or trying to rude back to them ....

I'm just saying I'm happy and for a change that's all that matters to me!

Not where I work or if I continued my field or not, etc.

They don't have to live my life .... only I do!

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

My Manager

My manager came abck to work today!


I am happy to see her and everything .... LORD knows she knows that!

I like my manager ALOT!

Even though she has me closing on my 21st birthday, when I asked her to open so her, Lisa and Lisa's kids, and I could all go for dinner, I am not one bit mad at her!

NOPE ... not at all!

And she didn't realize it until today when we were in the food court talking and she asked me something about my birthday and where we were going and I said, "well I have to work!" (smiling as I said it) she looked at me all confused and said, "I thought you aksed me to open?"

"Yeah, I sure did! But Tammy please do NOT worry about it, I said it's not a big deal, I figured you just didn't realize it or no one else could do it .... since that has been happening alot here lately, and I did not want to add stress to you and your baby! I can work, it's no big deal! And the schedule is already posted, remember you're rule is once the schedule is posted there are NO changes (unless of course it's an emergency). So I am not asking you to change it like EVERYONE else would!"

"Well then maybe we can do lunch or something instead before you come into work! I'm really sorry Theresa!"

"Don't worry about it .... it's ok .... accidents happen! Yeah we could do lunch ... oh wait I think Lisa opens that day though ... so we can't! We will just have to do it that weekend!"


So I hope she leaves it at that!

I am okay with her making a mistake .... even though I will only have ONE 21st birthday ... but she does NOT need ANY more stress added to her!

So I will work and do NOTHING that day ... obviously other than working!


Anyways, the YEAH & UGHHHHHHHHHHH was ...

Yeah: I am so happy Tammy came back ... I really missed her! I am so glad that she is feeling better!

UGHHHHHHHHHHHHH! : She really should be resting and returning to work on friday afternoon! But she is so stubborn, that we can not argue with her!

I am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO happy she is feeling better!

I really did miss her!

Thank you everyone for your continued prayers ... please continue to pray for her as what is the matter is something that will be a "problem" her WHOLE pregnancy!

Well maybe not problem but she must keep going back to keep an eye on it!

Okay I just wanted to update everyone and let you know she is BACK and feeling better! :)

Have a great day tomorrow everyone ... As I WILL NOT be posting tomorrow ... I work 13 hours tomorrow .... 8:30-9:30 YEAH me ... not really, I do not feel good! I have 38 (?) hours in already and that is not including tomorrow, and thursday I have off so that is my 51+ week!

Our weeks run friday and run through thursday ... yea it's kinda weird but I like it because then our week starts on a weekend! :)

Yea can you tell I love my job, huh?

I do, I really do! :)

*edited: I keep forgetting to tell you that I can not post pictures because my dad's scanner is broke and I can not find the cord for mine ... sorry! :(

Monday, November 28, 2005

I am SOOOOO sorry!

I am so sorry that I have not been to ANYONE'S journals!

I have been working alot!

I have one day off this week and it's my brother's birthday,

so even then I won't be able to be here and do anything!

I'm going to take him to see the movie, 50 cent "get rich or die tryin"

He wants to see that so bad, and so I decided to take him to see it!

And I got him the XBOX game, 50 Cent Bulletproof!

I know he'll love that too!

I already figured out what I am getting him for christmas ... I know I should ... it's right around the corner ... but I get so far behind and frustrated because when christmas comes it also means .... birthdays out the behind!

So I'm am very proud of myself that I have 1 birthday down and 1 person completely done for xmas!

That is very good for me!

I decided to get my brother the other 2 XBOX games he wants (need for speed most wanted and true crime new york city), 2 pairs of gold earrings, 3 pairs of silver earrings (it's one set), and I will try to get him a necklace with a charm!

I got him a cross charm last year when he was in a home and he lost it!

I was highly mad!

And for those of you wondering .... yes the jewelry is going to be from my store ... why would I get it else where?

I still have to figure out what I want to do for Lisa or Tammy!

I have my mom figured out ... and my dad's present will be late!

I have a few others to that I have to figure out!

Well I just wanted to tell everyone that I am really sorry for not getting to your journals!

I have no idea when I will even get to them becuase I still have not heard from Tammy on how things are going and when she will be back!

So it can be awhile before I get back to normal schedules!

So I am apoligizing for the past, present, and future!

Please bare with me in this rollercoaster we call LIFE!


Sunday, November 27, 2005

My blog is worth....

My blog is worth $14,113.50.
How much is your blog worth?

I have done this already ... but I kept forgetting to add it to my journal! :)

Saturday, November 26, 2005

I'm Beat!!!!!!!!!!!

(my mood is really tired)

I am so TIRED from the past two days, that I was falling asleep on the way home from work tonight!

I went to see Chicken Little last night at the movies!

It is a really good movie .... everyone should go see it!

My friend Rachel and I went there .... yea, we were the ONLY young adults in there (that didn't have kids)!

I said, "Oh well! It's the kid inside of me coming out!"

Rachel starting laughing!

I don't care what other people thought!

I have been having a good time at work (even with the long hours), with the exception of a few RUDE & DUMB customers!

But I tried my hardest to be patient with them and look past the issue!

Oh well! I'm not perfect!

But I don't want to compalin because all in all ....

it is my favorite time of the year to be where I am and do what I do!

I LOVE my job!

I must go now though ....

I can't keep the eyelids up much longer!

Friday, November 25, 2005

Off To Work ~~~~ Yep, Bright & Early

I just wanted to do a quick post before work!

I told you all that I had to be up bright and early .... UGHHHHHHHHH!

I got 5 hours sleep ....

but I'm ready to take on the world!

I'm not one bit tired ....

but I am very thristy this morning!


I can't wait to begin my work day .... AHHHHHHH!

Bye for now!

I will post tonight when I get home!

Have a great and safe day shopping everyone!

Thursday, November 24, 2005

I'm Thankful

I am thankful for:

1. my life

2. my family (even though I may HATE them)

3. my friends .... especially Lisa and Linda

4. my job

5. having all 5 of my senses working

6. have clothes, food, and shelter

7. being able to see my friend Julie today on Thanksgiving (Alicia's ex), I have not seen her since Alicia's viewing

8. my cat cookie

9. my health

10. the future that lies ahead of me

Wednesday, November 23, 2005


Please pray for my manager ... as she called me last night at the store and told me she had another illness and was probably not be able to come in ... so we took care of the schedule and I told her not to hurry in, to rest in the morning and if anything come in, in the afternoon! I told her I preferred that she stayed at home and rested!

She was out sick Friday, Saturday, and Sunday .... came back Monday and went home early yesterday!

She had the flu over the weekend and got over that by Sunday evening!

Then she got sick again Monday!

She has had A LOT of difficulties with her pregnancy!

She called me this morning and told me she was not coming in and that she or her fiance would call and keep me updated, as I was to keep our regional updated (which they used to be REALLY close friends, so she was hurt and very much affected by this too)!

She said that she received a call from the doctor and said she was off to meet the doctor, as they thought she either had tear in her cervix or signs of a miscarriage! :(

I bawled (is that spelled right ... oh well if not ... no mood for spell check) when I hung up the phone from calling my regional!

I hope the best for Tammy and her baby, and the rest of the family!

She was informed by the doctor that they have no idea what's the matter because the baby has a heartbeat!?!?!?!?

So she was instructed to take off of work until Wednesday! She has to go to the doctors sometime between now and then!

She might not even be able to come back then!

I have taken over so many responsibilities this coming week that don't be surprised if I don't stop by journals for another week or if I have bitch raving entries!

Our schedules run from Friday-thursday .... and I have to be at work at 5:00am on black Friday and throughout the week I have to work 51+ hours!

Yeah ... I've gotten used to my 40 ... this is going to wear me out just a tad ... but I'm not complaining because I know I can do it, and I am trying to do all that I can for my manager and regional through this difficult time, I already stayed 5 extra hours after I was supposed to get off today, and 2 of those hours were spent with my regional manager doing the schedule ALL over, my regional will be at our store A LOT this weekend .....


She has been through a lot lately! She does NOT need any more stress added on!

We are all hoping for her to come out on top of this!


Also please pray for Lisa's best friend ... has she just found out yesterday that she has breast cancer! She is a mother of 2 or 3 children! They told her that she needs chemo and radiation!

Please pray for both of these wonderful women that need guided in the right direction!

Have a happy thanksgiving all!

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

I'm disappointed!

I am VERY disappointed in the many of people that ran from their AOL journals, ran and made them private (with NO readers), ran and made a petition, ran from AOL, and most of all ran from reality!

 .... what happened to being a happy J-LAND COMMUNITY?

Now I know everyone has their own opinion and this is mine .... you don't like it .... that's fine, there's a BIG red box with a white "X" on it on the top right hand of your screen, click it .... BYE!

My opinion is (and maybe this is because of 2 different reasons which i will list at the end) ....


We are ALL grown adults .... we know that this is not that serious .... this is not a war ... this is NOT a disaster ... this however is LIFE!

This is called (and I know everyone knows this) ADVERTISEMENT!

Yes, that is what gives ...... MILLIONS of people their jobs today!

If there was NO advertisement then there would be ONE less job field in EVERY company that would cause A HUGE dip in job availabilities!

Did you think of it that way?

I bet you didn't!


I'll tell you why ....

Because in life EVERYONE, takes things for granted .....

and now here hundreds of people sit whining and complaining about STUPID ads!

How friggin' ridiculous!

I know everyone here has better mind sets than that!

Look at how everyone here pulled together for the hurricane katrina disaster!

That was amazing!

People sending money to pay pal accounts, and donating $5.00, people making trips down there to help, scalzi's picture shoot day (with the messages to the victims), andso on!

And now here we sit complaining about ADS!

Ads that are EVERYWHERE in life!


On your phone book, billboards, McDonald's bags, grocery stores, malls, etc.

And here we sit complaining about MILLIONS (I can't stress this enough) of peoples jobs to get their company business!

I can not get over the fact of the way everyone is acting about this!

It is really not that serious!

I bet everyone here at least knows 2 people in their life that their job deals with advertisement!

I think alot of the people that are upset and left, or made private journals ... just were followers!

I really do not think EVERYONE was upset (or that upset) until they read other journals .....

What happened to doing you?

Being you?

Not being like everyone else!

Not caring if someone liked the opposite as you!

What happened to being your own leader?

Why do we have to care what others think, feel, and do?

Why do we feel as if we have to follow others, instead of making our OWN style?

Please help me understand this!

Because I for one DO NOT CARE if everyone just packs up their journals and leaves and I'm the only one left ... I will continue to be me!

I will write in my journal as if I was NOT the only one here!


Maybe this is the way I feel because ...........

1. I don't pay for AOL .... because I had it for 2 years and it messed my old computer up so I ended my services and NEVER once went back within the past 2 or 3 years! I don't miss it so I don't complain about it either (okay so I'm not perfect, I TRY not to!) So not paying for AOL always meant that I had to use i.e. (internet explorer) for writing in my journal! I never thought it was that big of a deal either .... oh wait, I still DON'T!

2. My job has to do with advertisement! I may not work HANDS-ON with it ... but I have to find ways to advertise the sales at my store EVERYDAY ... EVERYDAY I have to communicate those promotions with ALL my customers!

But this is all just MY opinion!

You don NOT have to agree with me!

I'm okay with the fact if you TOTALLY disagree with me!

I will not cry, No tears shedded here!


I am a big girl and don't need anyone to tell me how to feel!


 ..... Make it count!



Monday, November 14, 2005

New journaler!

Here is a new jounaler!

Go stop by and welcome her to j-land!

SAHMof3's Online Journal

I'm so SORRY!

I am so so so so sorry! I was running behind this morning and forgot to grab my camera!

So of course I have no picture entry!

And I have off the next two days .... maybe I'll try to go to wal-mart tomorrow!

because I think I want to see the pictures more than anyone!

I can't believe I forgot the camera ... I swear it'll be a year before I get the camera developed!

That's why I just want a digital camera for christmas!

Please forgive me! :)

Sunday, November 13, 2005

I have edited an entry for links!

I have filled your request ... which was to make my journal alerts entry have links to the journal .... there are a few that I added since that so I put them in there and there are a few that I can't find the links for and I am not receiving alerts right now (I have them on a vaction time setting ... so the few journals I am reading I have to quick daily on my own) and a few that went private and I forgot to delete (as I'm not an added reader)! :(

If you are one of the journals without a link .... and if you don't mind I would really appreciate it if you left a link in the comments ... I would really appreciate it!


Everyone ....... Have a good week!

Oh, one last thing I HAVE to tell you ... this is so funny!

we (my 2 stores and 2 other stores from our region) were all sitting there for our holiday meeting!

I kept seeing this guy walking around pacing the food court (which is where had to have our meeting ... Zales would not allow us to "pay" for a room at the other mall)!

he kept looking at all of us ...  I was started to get freaked .... then I thought well maybe he knows someone here and is waiting for them to get out of the meeting!

Then we were all standing there when we got our snacks (the meeting was over but we still had time before we had to open the stores), so we decided to chat about things!

Well this guy comes over to Angela (our regional), and asked if we were her people, and told us that he is setting up a glass figurine stand downstairs (by one of our stores) and that he had a contract with some comapny to pay 10 people to just stand down there and unload the boxes for ...... get this ........ $10.00 an hour ....

My job is harder than that and I get paid under that (just a little ... but still) .... the point is if my job is 10x harder than that shouldn't I be making $20 an hour than?

So anyways the company had lost his contract .... therefore he needed people to help .... he would pay us $10.00 an hour!

So I was PISSED because I had to work .... I could've made some money!

But it turned out I still had an hour between the meeting and before I had to go to the store that I would just go down for an hour and get $10 ..... worst mistake!

The firs box I opened had this BEAUTIFUL rose in it! (roses are my favorite flower ... remember my survey)

The next one had a rose with a butterfly on the stem! (that style came in 2 colors)

The next was a different rose!

Then there was a few other things that the other girls (from my store that helped) found!

LOADS AND LOADS of butterflies!

So I got my $10 and he also told us when he opens the store that he will give us 50% off of one item (as long as it is not over $50) .... so now I'm in BIG trouble once he opens!


So anybody want to start a paypal account to donate for needs of these glass figurines?

Hey, they can be early birthday presents! :)

I laughed and said to him, "Hey do you have layaway? Me and Lisa are known for having layaways EVERYWHERE!"

I even found (okay okay, Tonia did) a pig and it had a baby pig inside of it!


I have been looking for something for Tammy to represent her being pregnant!

It is so cute!

So I know I promised everyone pictures of my costume but if everyone can wait like a week longer I can have pictures of some of this stuff when I buy it!

I also (old readers) found the camera of before and after pictures of the kiosk!

So I'm off to get them developed tomorrow!

So even though I'm supposed to be "away" I'll post those pictures (since that happened 2 months ago and I just found the camera for the 3 time)!

I also am going to try to post pictures of Lisa's kids from the fair!

So look forward to a photo entry tomorrow!

Have a great monday! (UGHHHHH! I have to count EVERYTHING in the store tomorrow!)

Saturday, November 12, 2005

Leaving For Awhile!

I am very sad to say this .....

but I have to be real and stop trying to be SUPER WOMAN ....

I will have to leave the wonderful J-land for about a week!

I am very sad!

I don't want to leave!

But I have a very busy schedule this week and with the 10,000 journals (okay it's a little over exaggerated) I will NEVER be able to keep up with everyone's Journal!

I will cut back to about 5 journals (because  I have to read their journals because of illness that I'm tracking and trying to support them .... or they have done so much for me that I would feel like a horrible person not to read their journal)

Sorry everybody! I really hate that I have to do this!

Everyone has such a great journal that I don't want to have to do this but like for example of my week :

Tomorrow I have to be at work at 8:00am for a meeting and the meeting is until 11:00am and then I have to work until 5:30pm ..... I know other people have to work longer hours than me  .... I'm just saying I have to drop something ....

and there's no way I can DROP work so it has to be my journals!


I will probably return to my normal readings next tuesday!

I'll try to stop into everyone's journal for at least one time throughout the week!

That way I kinda can keep up with everything that's going on!

I don't want to totally miss out!

Thank you everyone for understanding!

Friday, November 11, 2005

Survey Like None-Other!

A survey like none other!    Copy and Paste this, Fill in your answers post this your blog, and sent it to everyone you know! The goal is to have this in every single AOL Journal. What do you have in common with others? Do you like the same things? Post this and put the title of your entry "Survey Like None-Other!"  This is a great way to introduce yourself to new readers! When your entry is done, add a link in your sidebar to your entry so that newbies can read up on your favs and such! Cool eh?    

1. What sign are you?

2. What is your favorite color?

3. How many waffles could you eat in one sitting? Two

4. Can you touch your tounge to your nose? Nope, But Id like to!

5. If you had to choose between cats and dogs, which would it be? Cats

6. What is something you have learned recently? Girls are retarded! (I'm serious ... no offense ... c'mon I am one!) .... but it's mainly valley girls! But I won't get into that here!

7. What is your favorite quote? Say your I love you's before it's too late!

8. What is your favorite entry in your own journal? Trick or Treat Thru J-land ... I came acrossed so many great journals!

9. What color is your bedroom? Pink

10. Where is your favorite place to visit? Flordia but I want to go to Hawaii!

11. Whatis one thing you want to accomplish this year? Have a great christmas at work! (sales)

12. Why do you write in a journal? It's where I vent! Without it I'd be lost!

13. What is your favorite joke? It's not good to post here!

14. Do you like the city or the country? City girl

15. What style is your house decorated? Nothing really (I live with my parents ... they have no sense of stlye)

16. Who is your favorite artist?  I don't know!

17. Can you pat your tummy and rub your head at the same time? Nope!

18. Are you a night owl? Sometimes

19. What is something you love in your house? (If you have a picture you get extra credit!) My pink, white, and black painting of a city at night!

20. Do you believe in God? Absolutley!

21. What hobby could you never give up? Reading books!

22. What color makes you think of Hope? Yellow

23. What color makes you think of Love? Pink

24. What is your favorite flower? Roses and Tulips

25. If you had one wish for the world, what would it be? To live in peace already! 

26. Whats the best surprise you have ever recieved? Meeting such a great friend here in J-land .... Linda! (she makes me cry all the time .... for the good that is ... she just amazes me!)

27. What can you cook like no-one else?  I don't know! I don't really cook!

28. What do you think about most? Making something out of my life umlike the rest of my family! (one thing in particular that I want to write a post about soon)

29. Who is your favorite poet? Edgar Allen

30. And last but not least, if you could wrap yourself up in one word...what would that word be? Different

Now pass this along to everyone you know in AOL journals! Then, add a link to your sidebar to your entry!

(made by: Nae)

Wednesday, November 9, 2005


I was challanged to do this by barbara at Confessions Of An Angel Waitress! So here I am ... doing what I was asked to! :)

I need to have at least 5 of you do it too .... so join in everybody!


 1. What size town did you go to High school in? I don't know the size! :)

  2.  What was your high school mascot? Spartans

 3. What group did you belong to in, cheerleader, sports, nerds, loners, wanna bes?   I was not really in either of those ... we kind of had our own thing going on! :)

4.  Who was your favorite teacher in school and why? My childcare teacher ... she kept me in-line about my talking problem (which I see her a lot now because she shops at my jewelry store and the other assistant's son goes to the day care we had in our school ... and when i see her we always talk about my talking problem ... which btw I still have)

  5. How old were you when you were first seriously kissed? 14

6. What were your school colors?  green & white

 7.  How many boyfriends/girlfriends did you have in high school? 3 (and that's my total too ... never had any since)

  8. What was your favorite subject?  Childcare

 <FONTFACE="COMIC size="4" MS? Sans>9. Did you ever skip class? Did you get caught?   Nope ... I was a good girl for the most part

10.If you could tell kids in high school one thing you learned there what would it be? high school is no joke ... no it's not college or anything but I wish I was more serious about it! It is a really important part of life!

There are some other things I want to do for my readers (old and new) to know me a little better but I just need to make the time! I've been a busy little bee lately! So when I do have time at the computer I'm usally reading alerts!

Which btw, I am working on making an entry with all my alerts having links .... for those who requested! :)

Have fun doing this and leave a comment with your entry so I can read yours!

Thanks everyone and have a GREAT day! :)

Sunday, November 6, 2005

Repsonse To Comments!

Okay I just want to let everyone know ...

to all the comments from friday's entry of the little boy piercing!

Yes I can refuse a piercing!

No I will not get in trouble by my boss ... it is a company policy that if we do not feel comfortable to do the piercing then we don't have to!

I told the mom, "I don't think I'm going to be able to do this becuase he won't sit still and I think ...."

That is when she had cut me off to bring in the sister!

I knew she would have HELL raised if I didn't do it!

So I figured i am good at judging when I have 2 seconds to "DO IT"

So I waited until I knew I could get the best shot on each ear (Yea, he got both sides done) and I just went for it ... it came out perfect!

But I really didn't want to do it because the boy was upset and people walking past always think, "Look at that employee about to kill that boy!"

I'm just doing what I get paid to do ... yes sometimes it is sad .... then there are other times when I am happy to be the one to have made such a happy customer by simplying piercing their ears!

I just wanted to point out the sides of this and give more details!


I just want to tell everyone this ....

You have to read this book!

it is about a 17 year-old and she went to have a saline solution abortion and when she went to deliver the "dead" baby ... the baby came out breathing and crying ... it was alive!

The baby "Gianna" was aborted and she lived to tell about it!

I have been reading this book for a week now and it is great!

I'm over half way through it!

It tells how she does tours and sings and educates people on abortions!

It is absolutely amazing .... yes, it's a true story!


Please go out and buy it .... it's the best $7.00 you'll ever spend ... I got it at Wal-mart for like $6.50!

The best $6.50 I ever spent!


Here is my lovely list of alerts! EEEEEKKK!

And I know I know I have to update my journal list ... but dang nap it ... do you see how many I have to add .... my next day off I PROMISE!

It took me all day (9 and 1/2 hours) to catch up on alerts of new entries (over 100)!

So I'm a bit tired of seeing my computer for the night ... and I really was hoping to update my journal list, but my neck can not take it! :(

 AOL Journals Comment Added
"My Life Happenings"
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" : : : Made By Nae : : :  AKA Vernae Originals"
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"::I Believe in Rainbows::"
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":Taggin' Tricia:"
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"***Dazzling Designs***"
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"A 'Pickle' For Your Thoughts..."
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"A Day With Kara"
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"Adventures in juggling"
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"Adventures of a desperately fat housewife"
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"And One More Thing..." 
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"Anna's Anomalies" 
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"As My World Turns" 
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"Better Than Kicking the Dog" 
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"Blue Skies...Gentle Breezes...and Storms" 
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"Christy's Thoughts" 
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"Classy of 68" 
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"Confessions Of An Angel Waitress" 
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"Country Living~Southern Style" 
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"Creatively Charmed Creations" 
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"Day in the life of Shelli D." 
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"Dianna's Mindless Musings" 
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"El Corazón" 
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"Emily's Purple Pages" 
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"Endless Laundry List of Things Undone" 
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"Everyday Hedonism"
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"Everything Laura" 
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"Footprints in the Sand" 
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"Friendship, Loyalty and Love" 
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"Holding On & Letting Go"
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"I Love My Marine"
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"Insanities of A Misunderstood Mind"
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" Irresisti~Bowe Sparkling Creations!!"
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"Is this it?...Chronicling my journey to find out"

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"Jeannette's Jottings"
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"Journally Yours"
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"Just another day in Paradise"
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"Just One Girls Head Noise"

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"Kim's Place"
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"Lessons From The Heart..."
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"Life & Faith in Caneyhead"

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"Life of a Navy Wife and her 1st Pregnancy"
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"Life Or Something Like It~ LIVE from the U!"

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"Linda's Thotful Spot /Weight Loss Journey"
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"Missie's Upside Down World"
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"Miz Graphix"
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"More Than Everything"
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"My Big Fat Greek Life"
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"My Freaky Dreams and occasional OBE's"

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"Mysted Creations"
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"My Story Book"
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"My thoughts exactly"
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"Nae Nae's World  (Third Journal, Same Nae)"   . ........ (this journal was eaten by AOHELL .. so why do I still have it on alerts ..cuz I can't get over the fact that it is gone ... :::sniff:::
 AOL Journals New Entry
"No Longer Sweet Sixteen"
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"One day at a time"
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"Operation Mommy Blog"
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"Picking Up Where I Left Off"
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"SAHMof3's Online Journal"
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"Simple yet satisfying"
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"Small Town Military Wife"

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"Tales from the Front and the ones left Behind"
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"Talking to Myself"
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"The Artist Within"
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"The Naked Truth: A Dieter's Nightmare" 
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"The Road Less Taken"   
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"The Rollercoaster"   
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"These are the Days of our Lives..."   
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"The Secret Life of a Stay at Home Mom"   
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"This Momma's Drama"   
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"Up against myself"   
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"Victoria's boring life!  :)" 

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"Walk Among Us"   
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"We sure don't Know what tomorrow may bring us!!"   
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"What the hell...?"   
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"XX Roxy Mama XX"   

I did this so you can get an inside on why it took me so long to catch up on my alerts!