Tuesday, May 30, 2006


It reached 100 degrees her today ....

I literally felt like my body was melting ....

I had sweat POURING off of me!

My makeup (okay so I didn't do my makeup today) but my foundation ran off right after I put it on!

I HATE doing my makeup in the summer!

I can not stand the feeling of everything coming off my face like that ...

like I'm a crayon melting!


I can not stand to eat either when it is hot!

Hopefully I won't get myself to the point where I will get sick ....

I drink LOADS of liquids (naturally) though,

so that is a good thing!



I am neglecting this journal now that I have my private ...

not good, not good!

So I will try harder to keep up with this one!

I will use this one though for mainly surveys and little entries like so ....

nothing personal about my life will be in here anymore, unless it's not a huge thing that I don't mind sharing with the WHOLE WORLD!


I think it is time for me to go now .....

I need to go strip and get into more comfortable clothes (like next to NOTHING) and lay in front of my fan!


Hey, did I say how it is HOT as a Mother outside?

Well in case I did not ....

IT'S HOT! (90 degrees at 8:25pm, pure craziness)

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

Survey Continued Part 5!

Are you 
300 happy: Yes
301 sad: a tiny bit 
302 religious: A little 
303 bitchy: Fuck yeah 
304 crazy: That too
305 messy: Neat Freak 
306 mad: kinda 
307 slacker: Yes 
308 nerd: A little 
309 bookworm: HELL YEA 
310 jock: No 
311 preppy: No 
312 selfish: I try not to be 
313 giving: very 
314 obsessive: compulsive 
315 violent: Nah
316 calm: Most of the time 
317 peaceful: For the most part
318 mellow: -eh
319 eccentric: Cha 
320 caring: Yes
321 untrustworthy: No 
322 loyal: Yes! 
323 patriotic: A lot. 
324 perverted: no 
325 colorful: Yeah
326 artistic: no

327 what color is your jacket: Black
328 do you shave: Yes. 
329 where: Practically everywhere. 
330 what color is your razor: Hot pink and silver. 
331 what size is your bed: twin, for now 
332 what color crayon would you be: Lavendar 
333 what are the last four digits of you phone number: 7474
334feelings on abortion: KILLER 
335 how longdoes it take you to shower:10 mins.
336 what does your screenname mean: I LOVE butterflies 
337 thoughts on blonde pop stars in general: Eck 
338 who so you trust the most: Lisa 
339 is cussing a necessity in life: Fuck yeah. 
340 how about coffee: Fuck no ... unless it's a gloria jeans chiller 
341 is the world screwed: yep 
342 what something you cant live without: Computer 
343 what time did you fall asleep: 12:15 am 
344 know what 69 means: Yes, I am not stupid. 
345 how about 143: Oh, no, what’s that? 
346 can you live without a microwave: no
347 what do think about death: Sucks 
348 do you want to drop out of school: No, I GRADUATED! 
349 why is the sky blue: because the grass is green
350 what is a good trait about yourself: I have a HUGE heart 
351 what do you always think about: Life in general 
352 how do you react to change: Not well 
353 do you talk to yourself: All the time. 
354 what is your opinion on love: it stinks 
355 can you afford to lose weight: tons of it 
356 what color would you dye your hair: darker
357 best thing anyone’s told you: Mark told me the other day I was beautiful
358 what is your reaction to someone telling you you're hot: Are you crazy? 
359 does being psycho appeal to you: Um, no. 
360 if you wrote a book, what would it be about: everything 
361 what would you change your name to: I wouldn’t 
362 time finished: 7:59 pm

Survey Continued part 3!

Do you believe in
178 heaven: Sure 
179 hell: Sure 
180 angels: Yes 
181 devil: -Eh-
182 god: Yes 
183 buddha: No 
184 aliens: Never know.
185 ghosts: Yeah
186 spirit (soul): Yes
187 soul mates: Yes 
188 reincarnation: Maybe
189 love at first sight: Yes
190 karma: YES!!
191 love in general: Yes 
192 luck: Yep, and mine is BAD
193 yourself: Hardly ever 

194 who and when was your first crush: Troy in 1st grade
195 any now: Yes 
196 a celebrity crush: ummmm ..... 
197 who do you want to be with right now: what you all don't know yet? 
198 whos number do you want: I already got it. 
199 who do you want to kiss: Do you really need to ask this either?
200 what is something you dont understand about the opposite sex: Shit, everything.
201 if you could go on a date with anybody, who would it be: gee, who do you think?
202 on scale of one to ten, how romantic are you: 6 
203 first thing noticed about the opposite sex: Teeth
204 what do you look for personality-wise: Fun ... I don't want no one that is going to be boring
205 biggest turn on: Smile
206 biggest turn off: Smoking 
207 something they wear that turns you on: A man in jeans . . . mmm mmm mmm
208 something they wear that turns you off: Pants showing their damn boxers
209 the most romantic thing you want to happen to you: Getting purposed to 
210 the most romantic thing that has happened to you: on my birthday I got roses from my first b/f on my 15 b-day
211 what do you wear on a coffee date: never been on one 
212 is it right to flirt if you're taken: It’s okay ... just NO touchy
213 is cyber cheating: Yes 
214 are eyes the passage way to the soul: Maybe 
215 who would you like to take to the prom: Prom? I'm a little too old for that 
216 do you want to hug somebody right now: Yes 
217 do you know what an aphrodisiac is: Yes 

218 mellow: ehh 
219 melancholy: eh 
220 theperfect date: Something out of the usual 
221 the perfect mate: Someone sweet
222 how m&m's are made: Shoot I don’t know. 
223 why manhole covers are round: Cuz they are. 

Survey Continued Part 4!

One or the other 
224 coke/pepsi: Pepsi 
225 sprite/7-up: Sprite 
226 boxers/briefs: I dunno 
227 gold/silver: Yellow Gold
228 vanilla/chocolate: Vanilla 
229 flowers/candy: Flowers 
230 book/magazine: Book 
231 tv/radio: Tv 
232 glass half empty/half full: Half empty 
234 democrat/republican: -Eh- 
235 colored pencils/markers: Markers
236 coffee/tea: Tea
237 sun/moon: Moon
238 day/night: Night 
239 hot/cold: Hot
240 dog/cat: cat 
241 button/zipper: Zipper
242 cotton/feather pillow: Feather
243 blue/purple: Purple 
244 plumber/trashman: plumber 
245 jeans/shorts: jeans
246 long distance relationship/none: Long Distance 
247 mechanical/regular pencil: Regular 
248 matt/ben: Ben
249 that 70's show/Simpson’s: Simpson’s
250 kelso/eric: Kelso
251 donna/jackie: Donna 
252 bart/lisa: Bart
253 romeo/juliet: Juliet
254 romantic comedy/thriller: Comedy
255 nsync/bsb: Neither
256 peanut butter/jelly: Peanut Butter ... I HATE jelly
257 waffles/pancakes: Waffles 
258 letter/email: Letter
259 florida/california: <?XML:NAMESPACE PREFIX = ST1 />Florida
260 pizza/burgers: Pizza 
261 hat/visor: Visor 
262 football/rugby: Neither 
263 iceskating/blading: Dunno
264 movie at home/in theater: Depends 

First thing you think of when you hear
265 yellow: Sun
266 red lipstick: Skanky 
267 socks: ankle high 
268 cowtipping: the new kids movie coming out that is called this ... I want to see too ... I'm 269 such a little kid 
270 moulin rouge: slutty 
271 greenland: not here! :) 
272 iceland: not icey 
273 harry potter: Big deal to everyone ... but have not seen a single one! 
274 red: bull
275 blackberry: phone 
276 rose: Someone sending flowers for a reason 
277 rooster: butt crack of dawn 
278 taxes: HATE doing them
279 bill clinton: ass
280 whipped cream: ice cream 
281 george w. bush: -no comment-
282 lollipops: yummy 
283 dreams: love em
284 love: when will the right one come?
285 guys: jerks
286 south park: parental advisory 
287 boy bands: retards 
288 pengiuns: Angela ... she loves em 
289 girls: they lie to damn much .... even to their 'friends' 
290 thong: ass crack
291 death: sad 
292 spoons: spork 
293 junk mail: garbage 
294 dairy: ice cream & cheese 
295 panties: love em 
296 your father: FUCKER 
297 pizza: Boardwalks
298 britney spears: needs to be shot. 
299 vitamin: c 

Survey continued

Have you ever 
076 been on a train: No
077 been on a plane: No
078 been in a car accident: Not a bad one 
079 caused a car accident: No
080 run into a wall: Not that I can remember of ... honestly 
081 burned a potato chip: Um, no. 
082 almost burned the house down: Once 
083 smoked: Yes 
084 been drunk: Oh, yes. 
085 been high: Oh, yes ...... unfourtunetly 
086 broken the law: yes 
087 burned a cd (if yes, the one above is yes): Yes ... cds are too expensive now-a-days 
088 kissed someone of the opposite sex: Yes
089 kissed someone of the same sex: NO 
090 frenched an animal: No 
091 made out: Yep 
092 had cyber sex: EWWW! NO
093 gotten engaged: No 
094 had an online relationship: Ummm ..... 
095 been rejected by a crush: Yes 
096 loved: No 
097 made yourself cry to get out of trouble: Yes 
098 cried in public: Yes 
099 cried over a movie: Yes 
100 fallen asleep in a movie theater: No
101 given someone a bath: Yes 
102 been to a boarding school: No
103 been home-schooled: Yes, when I had knee surgery when I was 13 and I had to learn how to walk all over again! 
104 lost a valuable item: Yes 
105 bungee jumped: No 
106 skied: No
107 met the president: No
108 met a celebrity: No 
109 gotten a cavity: Shit, yes. 
110 shopped at Abercrombie & Fitch: No 
111 made a prank call: Sure thang
112 skipped school: Oh, YEA
113 faked sick to get out of school: Yes 
114 purchased something that you knew didn't fit: No
115 climbed a tree: Yes 
116 fallen from a tree: Not that I remember 
117 broken a bone: Yes, plenty
118 sprained anything: Yes
119 passed out: Yes
120 made yourself pass out: No
121 been to Disney world: No 
122 been to a theme park (not Disney): ummmm.... No 
123 said I love you and meant it (not to a relative): No, but I thought at the time I did! (I was young ... like 15) 
124 made a model volcano (working model): No. 
125 made a clover leaf with your tounge: Can’t

126 what did you do yesterday: Slept in, went to work, returned an umbrella at Target, watched t.v. for a little, went to bed 
127 memory you miss the most: Alicia 
128 memory you want to forget: My dad 
129 something you regretted after it was done: Stealing
130 song you heard: Chamillionaire ~ Ridin Dirty
131 cd you bought: does burning count? If so, Pink 'I'm not dead' ... if not, LL Cool J & Brooke Valentine 
132 thing you said: your weird (to my brother ... he was talking to himself) 
133 time you cried: A few nights ago when I was misisng Alicia and Mark and I were not getting along! 
134 movie seen in a theater: Benchwarmers 
135 thing you ate: Pepperoni Pizza
136 person who called: One of the stores in my region calling in net sales at 4:30
137 nail polish shade worn: Deep Red 
138 time you showered: This morning ... okay this afternoon .. I was being Lazy 
139 person who complimented you: Lisa
140 what are you listening to: Rihanna ~ Unfaithful (and the rest of the 'A Girl Like Me' CD)
141 what are you wearing: Jean Capris, t-shirt, thong flip flops 
142 what are you thinking: Damn, this survey is long .... my neck is killing me 
143 what are you scared of most: Losing my best friend Lisa 
144 how many people are on your buddy list: like 5 ... I'm not very popular
145 occupation: Piercing Pagoda Store Manager  
146 marriage site: ????
147 honeymoon: ????
148 place to live: Somewhere out of the city ... I HATE the city! 
149 kids: either 2 or 4 .... I HATE odd numbers ... I told ya I was weird 
150 car: WHAT'S THAT? j/k 
151 what are you doing tomorrow: Working 
152 do you think George Bush will be reelected: I hope not 
153 will there be a wwIII: Most likely 
154 will politics ever be truthful: Shit, no. 
155 will humanity snuff itself out: Maybe
156 can the gov. be changed: Dunno 

157 best friend: Lisa 
158 funniest: Lisa 
159 silliest: Mark 
160 loudest: Me 
161 quietest: Kayli 
162 craziest: Rachel 
163 calmest: Kayli 
164 skinniest: Kayli
165 best secret keeper: Lisa 
166 worst secret keeper: Elizabeth 
167 the one you have but don't want: Elizabeth 
168 smartest: Lisa 
169 preppiest: Kayli 
170 peppiest: Kayli 
171 most hyper: Rachel
172 hottest: Mark
173 weirdest: Probably me. 
174 biggest pervert: ?????   
175 most annoying: Elizabeth
176 shyest: Me 
177 most religious: none of us

Ultimate Survey (362 questions long)

Ultimate Survey (376 questions long)

001 time started: 6:59 pm 
002 full name: Theresa Marie 
003 nickname(s): Reesie
004 birthday: 12/8/1984 
005 where were you born: Kansas ... on an army base! (Yeah, I bet you didn't know that      did ya! ... I'm an army brat) 
006 zodiac sign: Sagittarius 
007 height: 5’2’’
008 hair color: Brown  (it's getting lighter though due to the sun)
009 eye color: They change colors 
010 shoe size: 8 1/2 
011 ring size: Which finger? thumb =10 pointer=9 middle=8 ring=7 pinky=6 
012 skin type (freckles, tan, albino, etc.): white 
013 blood type: I want to say A something  (heck this could be very wrong ... I have no idea anymore)
014 grade: I graduated 
015 GPA: Can't remember 
016 siblings: One older sister and a younger brother (yes it's true being the middle child SUCKS) 
017 tattoos: None . . . yet. 
018 piercings: six in each ear, belly button, & nose 
019 hobbies: Music, tlaking on the phone with Mark, movies   

020 color: Purple 
021 food: Pizza & Fries 
022 candy: Snickers
023 type of cheese: Cheddar
024 pizza topping: Pepperoni
025 salad dressing: French
026 sandwich: turkey & cheese pretzel
027 cereal: I HATE cereal .... I very rarely eat it! 
028 fruit: Oranges 
029 vegetable: broccoli
030 berry: Strawberries
031 cake: Vanilla 
032 book: Gianna 
033 movie: Shark Tale
034 magazine: NONE 
035 newspaper: <?XML:NAMESPACE PREFIX = ST1 />York Daily Dispatch 
036 TV show: The King Of Queens 
037 website: Ebay
038 radio station: 99.3 Kiss FM 
039 font: Comic Sans 
040 cartoon character: Pink Panther (I have the boxed set) 
041 artist (painter): ????
042 actor: Adam Sandler 
043 actress:
044 cd: Kelly Clarkson "Breakaway" 
043 song: Kelly Clarkson "Because Of You" 
044 music group: Kelly Clarkson
045 music type: Whatever . . . mostly hip/hop & rap. 
044 day of the week: Saturday 
046 month: December
047 season: Spring
048 holiday: Thanksgiving
049 shampoo: Herbal Essence 
049 conditioner: Herbal Essence 
050 number: ???? Don't have one! 
051 phrase: Say your I love you's before it's too late 
052 store: Wal-mart .... they have layaway (sorry Target ... if they had layaway that would be my favorite) 
053 weather: Warm and sunny 
054 restaurant: Friendly's 
055 channel: 13 UPN 
056 teacher: Mrs. Kohl ~ Early childhood Education 
057 weekend activity: Spending time with Lisa and her kids with NO time limit 
058 hangout: WORK? Does that count ... I mean I'm there more than anywhere else .... I don't really have time to 'hangout' anywhere else 
059 house color: Red
060 sport to watch: NONE
067 sport to play: Volleyball
068 animal: Cats 
069 flower: Roses & Tulips 
070 guy's name: ???? 
071 girl's name: Alamayssa (al a may ssa) 
072 board game: Sorry (the new one, with the talking thingy)   
073 party game: Never been to a party so I guess I can not have a favorite party game 
074 story from childhood: NONE 
075 body part: NONE 


A Few More Days!

I am SO counting down the days until Angela is back!

I can not wait to hear her voice on audix ... never thought I'd say that either .... because she talks really fast on there .....

I wonder if I do to?

Guess I'll have to ask Lisa! :)

Anyhoo .....

I am not counting down because anything is wrong, but because this is just not fitting for me!

I HATE hearing my voice on audix!


It sounds HORRIBLE!

I did get to talk to Angela the other night (I don't remember if I said that already) and I told her things were going good ....

she asked for a thumbs up or thumbs down on how we were doing and I told her we were doing pretty decent with our numbers .... EXCEPT one area .... COUPONS!

EWWW! They are looking REAL ugly!

They look so bad that Angela's boss faxed me a sheet with our coupon percentages on it for the whole region and she CIRCLED our under performing stores!

YEA! Not looking so hot there!

So of course now that audix is fixed I had to leave a motivational talk on there about our coupons!

I hope it helps with our numbers today!

I hope I'll have good coupon percentages when I call in #'s at 5:00pm!

If they are not good then I hope Angela's boss does not answer the phone!

Sunday, May 21, 2006

Pictures Anyone?

Hey there Mom! What's going on? My picture? Again? For who? The people acrossed the world? But I don't know them and don't need to model my cute stuff for them do I really?


Am I not the cutest cat ever to walk this earth?

Here I love looking cute .... just for you mommy!

Have you noticed yet Cookies eyes are ALWAYS closed .... right after the flash he squints .... and with digital cameras ... that's not good!

Here is Mr. Pee Pee saying 'how come you always take pictures of Cookie and NEVER me?' as he goes into a corner and starts crying ...... j/k ... but look at his face, does he not look upset?

Here is a picture of me on the phone .. I thought I looked semi-cute and thought I would share it with you!

Me again! :)



Horoscope for: Sunday, May 21, 2006

Everyone has lots to say to you today, but you might not be in a listening mood, for you have too many thoughts of your own. In fact, your mind may be so full of noise that you could miss something rather significant. As difficult as it might be, paying careful attention to others could prove quite rewarding.



This is so funny ..... because there is a lot being said to me ... and no I really don't feel like listening .... because I DO have a lot to think about already ...

I have a HUGE life changing decision to make .....

and it's tearing me up inside because I know what I have to do ...

I already know the answer to my debate ...

but I don't want to admit to it!

It hurts real bad too!

Need Flattered?

I found this in another journal and thought it was too cute not to share!

Do you need someone to flatter you?

If so, click the link below and be amazed!


Saturday, May 20, 2006

Behind In My Reading!

Well as I said I would try to catch up on journals last night or this morning ...

that does not look like it's going to happen!

I have off tomorrow ...

so I have the WHOLE day to read and do as I want ...

because I don't even have to wake up early to leave an audix message!


I can sleep in ...

that is the one thing I hate about being in charge, is that I still have to be up by 9 to call my store and get my fax from the director of stores with the results of how all the stores did yesterday ...

then I have to note who made plan, comp. (last year's sales), piercing plan, and who had a upt (units per transaction .... number of pieces of jelwelry to every sale on average)!

Then I have to number them and leave a message for the other 10 stores to listen too!


So I hurried up and did it this morning,

thinking the faster I got that done the more time I would have to get ready for work and sit here and read journals ....

well I got it done fast ....

but it took me FOREVER to get ready this morning!

But it's done ....

that's what matters ...

now to catch up here ....

I feel so behind when I'm behind my journal entries!

I feel lost in the woods!

I can not wait to sit here tomorrow and read about everyone's lives! :)

Well I better get ready to leave soon!

Please be patient with me!

Friday, May 19, 2006

My Disappearing Act!

Sorry that I have been gone for almost 2 days!

I had a very hectic past few days!

As of this morning I was left in charge of the region (which by the way is eleven stores) for the next week and 1/2 ...

I left audix and took numbers yesterday, but we still were in contact with my boss (which is the regional manager), Angela!

She said that I had a good job at leaving an audix message .... she even told the director of stores, which is her boss!

I am a little nervous about the next week .....

I have been stressing out about that and some other things!

So I have some serious breakouts on my face!

So I need to calm down and take a few breaths!

I have some pictures to share with everyone!

Maybe I'll write another entry tonoght, if not I'll try tomorrow morning!


I need to go get myself together and try to catch up on alerts!

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

What is yours?

I got this from Nae ... she always has good stuff .... and I thought it was way too funny!

Pick the month you were born in:

January--I kicked
Febuary--I loved
March--I did the macarena
April--I played with
May--I choked on
June--I murdered
July--I sang to
August--I had lunch with
September--I danced with
October--I smoked
November--I yelled at
December--I ran over

Pick the day (number) you were born on:

1-------a paperclip
2-------a monster
3-------a phone
4-------a fork
5-------a gangster
6-------a mexican
7-------my cell phone
8-------my dog
9-------my best friends boyfriend
10-------my neighbor
11-------an ipod
12-------a banana
13-------chuck norris
14-------a stuffed animal
15-------a goat
16-------a pickle
17-------your mom
18-------a spoon
20-------a football player
21-------a ninja
22-------a fireman
23-------a noodle
24-------a squirrel
25-------a baseball bat
26-------my sister
27-------my brother
28-------my science teacher
29-------a permanent marker
30-------a llama
31-------A homeless guy

Pick the color of shirt you are wearing:

White------Because I was high.
Black-------Because that's how I roll.
Pink--------Because I'm NOT homosexual.
Red---------Because the voices told me to.
Blue--------Because I'm sexy and do what I want
Green------Because I hate myself.
Purple------Because I'm cool.
Gray--------Because I was drunk
Yellow------Because someone offered me 1,000,000 dollars
Orange----Because I hate my family.
Other-------Because that's how I roll.
none------Because I can't control myself

Put the phrases together, and put it in my comments.

Mine is "I ran over my dog because that's how I roll!"

New Journal!

Well I have decided that I needed to start a private journal ...

I needed to create a space to release my feelings PRIVATELY!

There are times I want to say things in here but I don't want to because the WHOLE world can see it!

So Come see me at my new place! :) PLEASE!

If you are not added yet, leave a comment here or e-mail me and I'll add you!

Leave me a comment here if you would like to be added ... I added a few people but I don't know who all wants added therefore I'll leave it up to you!

My NEW journal

Monday, May 15, 2006

My frustration!

Well as I said there is something else that I need to get off my chest

writing things in here makes me feel like I am actually talking to one of my friends

even though I have to wait to one of you to comment to get my advice that I may need ...

but oh well ....

I love it here ...

btw ... thanks everyone for all your support lately ... as I know that I have been needing a lot of advice!


anyways for my story

So Mark has been on a kick of me spending the night at his apartment ...

I am a little nervous about it ...

not that he will try something ... which is why he thinks I won't ..... but that has nothing to do with it ....

I have some other problems that I need to deal with first ...

(Now don't go thinking I got some kind of fungus or rash anywhere .. cuz that's DEFINITELY not it either)

I have an irregular period ....

I miss my period for about 4-7 months because

I get it for like 2-3 months STRAIGHT ...

no stopping ...

and for about 2 weeks of that time it gets really heavy .....

and I am just scared that I might have some kind of leakage of somehting ....

how embarrasing would that be?

I would cry, never talk to him again, and move from state, and the only person I would keep in contact with would be Lisa!

And I would be so embarrased that I don't think I would tell her where I lived!

I know this may be a little forward for some of you ...

I'm REALLY sorry ...

but I just needed to vent .. just get it off mychest!

I also wanted all of your advice ...

Because I value all of your opinions very much!

Please tell me what you think!

I need help!

I know I need to go to the doctor's ...

I have not so far because I had no insurance ...

but I have it now ... I just got it last month ...

so i am planning on finding out if my doctor takes my insurance and

if so then I am going to make ana appointment to be put on

birth control ... not because of sex ... but because when I FIRST got

my period it was like this and my doctor but me on it to regulate it

it helped and I was on it for like 2 years then she took me off to see

if I would regualte properly ... but I don't .... but I left it at that!

But now I really need to go back and get put back on it!

I need to do this fastly!

Because I am sick of paying all this money for it too ...

birth control would be some much cheaper than tampons!