I just wanted everyone to know that I totally agree with all of you!
I know that I am the only one that is held for my life!
I know that there are some decisions that I need to make that will change my life forever!
I don't want anyone to think that I am trying to blame my life on anyone else ...
because believe me I'm not!
I have been thinking about taking some professional driving classes ....
it seems like the only way I'll be taught!
I also don't want anyone thinking I'm blaming my not driving on my dad ... because I knew since I was younger that he would not teach me
I think it's mainly because I'm not his kid that he doesn't feel like he should have to teach me life's lessons!
He has only been with my mom since I was 10 years old .... but I call him dad because I have not seen my biological father since I was 5 years old, when he was put in jail!
And the guy my mom is with now, has done more for me then my biological father!
Although he is still mean to me, I try to thank god for him coming into my life ....
I'm trying my hardest to find good in everything!
I am trying to not take things for granted and thank god for everything he does for me
As I know everything happens for a reason .... for what I never may know .... but I try to thank god every time something happens (good or bad)
Because who knows .... all this bad stuff may be done to me because god wants to make me a stronger person!
I love to believe that god has had all these things between my family and I happen to make me a better mom when I have kids!
I know that I'm not perfect and that no one is ... but I try my hardest to be an unselfish person!
It's hard ... because sometimes ... oh ok, a lot.... of times I just want to hear compliments of how I'm doing!
I know, I know ... that is greedy!
But I am trying to work harder at that!
REALLY I am!
I guess that's all I have for now!
Thank you everyone for all your comments ... as I know I needed everyone to be forward with me .....
it's honesty ... which I believe is the BEST policy!