Monday, May 15, 2006

My frustration!

Well as I said there is something else that I need to get off my chest

writing things in here makes me feel like I am actually talking to one of my friends

even though I have to wait to one of you to comment to get my advice that I may need ...

but oh well ....

I love it here ...

btw ... thanks everyone for all your support lately ... as I know that I have been needing a lot of advice!

 

anyways for my story

So Mark has been on a kick of me spending the night at his apartment ...

I am a little nervous about it ...

not that he will try something ... which is why he thinks I won't ..... but that has nothing to do with it ....

I have some other problems that I need to deal with first ...

(Now don't go thinking I got some kind of fungus or rash anywhere .. cuz that's DEFINITELY not it either)

I have an irregular period ....

I miss my period for about 4-7 months because

I get it for like 2-3 months STRAIGHT ...

no stopping ...

and for about 2 weeks of that time it gets really heavy .....

and I am just scared that I might have some kind of leakage of somehting ....

how embarrasing would that be?

I would cry, never talk to him again, and move from state, and the only person I would keep in contact with would be Lisa!

And I would be so embarrased that I don't think I would tell her where I lived!

I know this may be a little forward for some of you ...

I'm REALLY sorry ...

but I just needed to vent .. just get it off mychest!

I also wanted all of your advice ...

Because I value all of your opinions very much!

Please tell me what you think!

I need help!

I know I need to go to the doctor's ...

I have not so far because I had no insurance ...

but I have it now ... I just got it last month ...

so i am planning on finding out if my doctor takes my insurance and

if so then I am going to make ana appointment to be put on

birth control ... not because of sex ... but because when I FIRST got

my period it was like this and my doctor but me on it to regulate it

it helped and I was on it for like 2 years then she took me off to see

if I would regualte properly ... but I don't .... but I left it at that!

But now I really need to go back and get put back on it!

I need to do this fastly!

Because I am sick of paying all this money for it too ...

birth control would be some much cheaper than tampons!

UGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGH!

11 comments:

z7snowflake said...

wow...Im so sorry, that sucks...I cant imagine. I mean my period is on right now and I'm so ready for it to be over with for this month. I hope you can get an appointment to see a Dr. soon. As for Mark, if you dont want to wait til after ur regulated then you can use a tampon and a maxi pad to make sure there's no leakage. Good luck.

xxroxymamaxx said...

Oh man, mine were so irregular when I was younger too.  That really sucks.  I remember the docs telling me a lot to take calcium supplements.  Don't remember exactly why but something to do with hormones.  lol  And yes, birth control will probably regulate it as well.  Hugs and good luck.  GBU, Shelly

therealslimemmy said...

aw man hun go to that doctor!
that would be awful to have that long of a period
i feel so sorry for you
:(
good thing the bc helps though
make that apt!

hadonfield78 said...

Not being a woman, I cannot even imagine the embarrisment you must go through. However, it is part of life, right ?
If he loves you , truely loves you, then he will understand and not judge.....
Cause there will come a time too in his life, that he has something private he may be affraid of. He cant expect you to understand him, and if he is unwilling to understand your needs..........

eml625 said...

You need to see the doctor again, I wouldnt know what to do. But if you stay there just wear something while sleeping, in case. He'd probably be more embarressed than you  anyway!

hugs,
Ellen

misscarberry said...

That happened to me once, I was embaressed at first but in the end I just said 'Hey, if we're going to be going out for a long time, you're gonna have to get used to it!' LMAO
Love Sam xXx

bhbner2him said...

Definately go to the doctor!  As to the other.....yeah I did it way back when, but if I'd known then what I know now.....I wouldn't have.  And if you follow that advice, you don't have to worry about the other.  ;o)  -  Barbara - the old fogie who comments  

lici0uslatin22 said...

HEY... Girl ... Long Time..  I had to comment on this one..  I think first off you should go to the Dctr..  I Know Medical cost is expensive but your health is important especially w/what you have Irregular menstruation (So see a DR.)..  2nd you should talk to your man...  I mean he needs to know your problem, he really loves you and I think that he will understand the your medical situation..

I hope all is good and I will keep in touch Mari...  

trickeytricky said...

Hey Hey!

I'm glad you love it here, I love it here too. I know what you means about it feels like you are talking to one of your friends.

Damn periods. Sorry to hear about that girly. But I think you are right, you need to go to the doc. and get back on the pill. I love my four day periods that start on the 27th or 28th garunteed. Makes life more relaxing.

Take Care.

http://journals.aol.com/trickeytricky/CountryMyKindaLivin

bmorrrick said...

Hon,

I worked for an OB/GYN doc for several years and I know I probably don't need to tell you this, but you NEED to go to the doctor.  I do understand about the insurance, and I'm glad you have it now....it's so expensive to go to the doctor.  Your life will be much easier once you get yourself regulated.....Mark or no Mark (ha).....good luck!!!

Take Care,
~Bilinda~

linnpooh said...

Just take along a dark towl to put beween you and the sheets, the if you have a problem, you'll be covered. Besides, it's a fact of life that he's just going to have to live with, ya know? You need to go to the Doctore honey....that is way to serious of an issue not to. Go to the Doctore for the exam and make sure nothing is wrong, then go to Planned Parenthood for the birth control. PROMISE me you'll go!!!!

Pooh Hugs,
Linda~