Happy Easter everyone!
I hope all of you get to spend loads of quality time with your families!
As I will be avioding mine today!
Mark called me at eleven something last night and asked me to go to baltimore with him today for easter dinner at his grandmas house (he was raised by her)!
I told him I couldn't, and now I think he is mad at me!
First of all I didn't want to go because I think it's a little too soon for me to meet his grandma .... especially at a holiday meal!
I mean I know it's not christmas or anything, but I still feel weird!
We have not even been talking for a month yet!
Second of all I need to do some cleaning!
and lastly, I need a day off where I don't do anything .... because since I've been talking to him I'm constantly doing stuff .... which is good, that way I'm not home near my family, but I just need a day to clean and relax and not worry about anything!
So I chose today as that day!
I really feel as if I needed that!
But on the other hand I think he is mad at me because I told him I wasn't coming!
He kept trying all night to get me to come and I told him I was really sorry but I couldn't!
I asked him if he was mad and he said no, but I do feel bad!
Am I wrong for not going?
Do you think I made a good judgement call?
I'm lost here and need your advice .... whether it will make me feel good or bad, I just need to know the truth!