A Poem!

I have not wrote a poem in a long time!

I used to be really good at it and would write like 1 a week!

Not anymore!

The last time I wrote a poem was about 1 1/2 - 2 years ago!

So it is not the greatest ever but hey I tried! :)

 

                                    Needing Space

 

When we first started talking
I always felt like melting!

You would say the nicest things
Now everything you say stings!

We always had something to talk about
Now there is nothing but a lot of doubt!

Space, that's what we both need
While we wait for the next lead!

We don't agree on anything
I hope this don't become a fling!

 

So there it is ..... I hope you all like it!

 

By the way .... thank you for all the comments!

I have been thinking of the exact words I am going to say to him!

I also wanted to tell you all that he left me a voice mail (well okay several) and said that I was taking this too serious and that it was just a joke!

He had this sad pitiful voice that makes me really believe him!

And he was constantly calling (he has not called since 6)

Which is one of the things I want to talk to him about!

I know he likes to joke around and so do I .... but I can never tell when he is or is not!

So maybe I did take it too seriously but I didn't know what to think of it!

I had a lot to think about anyway with the way things have been the past 3 or 4 days between us!

So him doing this today did not help those matters at all!

I want to call and talk to him so bad, but 3 reasons hold me back!

1. He is at work (he should be getting off anytime between now and 10 though)
2. I said I didn't want to talk to him and I need to show him that I'm serious!
3. I need to get all my thoughts straight before I talk to him (I would really like to talk to Lisa .... I already have Linda's opinion and those are the most important 2 .... those 2 know me like a book)

I don't know, I don't know, I don't know!

Please give me the strength God to approach this situation and do it the right way!