Well I have to start looking for a job!
My manager (Tammy) and I got into a pretty deep argument today!
I think the only one we've ever had!
I know she's frustrated and all because of being short staffed .... but that's her job and it's about time she actually does somethign other than gossip!
I can't stand the gossip anymore! It's driving me crazy!
It's almost so bad that I'm like, "damn! Why was I not born a boy? They would not have to worry about the drama and the gossip, cuz guys just don't care, so they don't want to hear it!"
Why do girls have to gossip and be so dramatic?
So anyways back to my point .... where is it .... looking ..... looking ... looking .... looking .... looking .... oh there it is!
Tammy has been making me upset alot lately!
I hate to cause drama and any problems PERIOD ... so I always keep my mouth shut and NEVER say what I feel!
Well WHENEVER, I'm lucky enough to get my end-of-the-year-review (the thingy that determines if we get a raise or not), I'm going to tell (well try) Tammy how I feel about NUMEROUS things!
Like the biggest thing is that a key holder is getting paid almost as much as I am and I'm an assistant! How can that be possible?
I'm demanding another raise because of it, or I'm calling human resources, then if that doesn't work I'm quitting!
But I can't quit until I find another job! i can't afford to just quit!
I want to take this opportunity and just move out of state .... but I have no idea where or how I could do so!
So I'm just going to start filling out applications! And if somehting I like opens up .... I'M GONE!
I can't take the stress from trying to be the "perfect" assistant manager that I don't want to be!
I'll NEVER be perfect! but I feel like that's what Tammy wants!
I have the worst cold I've ever had!
I feel like crap and I didn't even call off of work or leave early!
I don't want to break my record or perfect attendence!
So on that note .....