Well today was the first time I actually got to see Hurricane Katrina on t.v.
It was so sad!
Seeing all those people crowded in one spot, people dying, losing freinds and family members, losing their homes, jobs, cars, anything and everything!
So here are a few questions that are brewing in my head:
Where do they begin their lives over again?
How long will it take for them to be settled somewhere comfortably?
Can they even afford it?
Will people steal donations like they did for 9/11 victims?
Will hackers steal my donation? (which is my reason on not donating online yet ... I'm waiting to see something in person)
Will they rebuild this town (new orleans) for it to happen again in another 2-4 years? (which is what they are saying ... it's to happen again in a few years)
Will all the donations actually reach these people?
How can people be dishonest at a time like this?
How could men try to rape 13 year olds while confined to the convention center in new orleans?
Why would people shoot at the helicopters?
What is the exact amount of everyone involved?
What's the total damage?
Can we even doante enough to make up for what was lost? (not memories)
How many lives were lost?
How long is this going to take to clear up?
How long to it's at least bearable?
What are these people going to do about their jobs?
What about all the business'?
I'm so sad about this all ... and I wish it was all taken care of, so we can all be happy again, and not worry about not being able to help out enough!
I want to do so much more than I can!
I feel guilty for not being able to donate more than $20 and a few pieces of clothing!
I wish I was rich/famous just to donate most of my money righ tnow to this people!
I always tell Lisa, "If I win the lottery or become rich/famous one day, there are so many ways that I want to spend my money on others (not me)!"
I don't wish it for me or for the fame, just so I could be very helpful in situations like those we are dealing with now!
I just want to make a difference in more than one person's life!
On that note, I'm going to go to bed to dream of being able to do more than I can!
(I don't ask for things for me that often, on the other hand, I'm ALWAYS asking for others! I rather others be happy than me)